スージン December 4, 2019 7:49 am

Im bi. Im into men and women who are like Jeanette. When it comes to liking women, I will always be the one to make the first move or initiative. Because if not, they wouldnt even know that im also into girls haha But when it comes to guys, im shy as fck that i almost forget how to talk smh just letting this out of my system because i have no one to share to lol

スージン December 1, 2019 2:32 pm

ANOUNCEMENT
Ill no longer be uploading new chaps since theres a new uploader (yaaay woopwoop). However, i just noticed that some of the chapters uploaded are blurry. I will check those one by one and try to upload the fixed ones for the future readers. Also, ill fix ch110-115 asap when i get a proper internet connection haha Being an uploader was a fun experience btw. Its similar to the excitement when you have a puppy waiting for you at home and you have a surprise lol

スージン November 28, 2019 5:20 pm

I wont upload ch110 for now since it will make the suspense for ch109 anticlimactic. Plus ch111 is a continuation of ch110 so it will kinda be a cliffhanger. Hope you understand. Dont worry, ill be uploading 6 chapters on Saturday (▰˘◡˘▰)

スージン November 16, 2019 4:54 pm

 ANNOUNCEMENT 

I will upload 5 chapters every Wednesday and Saturday since those are my day offs from school (●'◡'●)ノ

Also, IM VERY SORRYYYYYY I WENT MIA FOR A WHILE. I got busy with school requirements. So as an apology, here are 20 new chapters ╥﹏╥

スージン November 12, 2019 10:19 am

REPOSTING THIS BECAUSE IDK WHY MY POST GOT CUT, THE CHOICES WERE NOT INCLUDED HUHU

Hey guys! There are still 58 chapters more to catch up with the most recent update. But I couldnt possibly upload ALL chapters in one go bc theyre too many soooo how do you want me to upload the chapters?

Like: 5 chapters every 3 days
Dislike: 2 chapters everyday
Comment: others/suggestions

スージン November 12, 2019 10:21 am

(Read the topic above this )

スージン November 9, 2019 5:41 am

I answered some of your questions, so just reposting this here if you are still confused.

WARNING: SPOILERS AHEAD. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK
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1. So everything was a dream after all? Was Hare fake?
Everything was a dream. That's why it's called Young Dream. Hare is just an illusion. What you read from chapters 1-80 are all Zach's distortions of the real world. Everything that happened, like Hare's obsession with Zach, Hare killing Zach's boss when he got molested, are actually Zach's doings. Simply put, Hare's doings are the doings of Zach. However, not all of this happened. Like I said, his illusions are just a distortion of the real world, so some did happen and some didnt.

2. Does jason(with the child) know about Hare?
Yes. Chapter 89 gave a hint that whenever Zach wakes up, Jason will try to convince him to go home. However, Zach will always refuse because he knows that Jason will never love him back like Hare does.

3. So Zach's mother was dead all along?
Zach's mother in the real world died because of intestinal cancer

4. Did Zach actually kill anyone?
He did kill his boss but I believe that it was out of self defense. For the other people on the story (in his dream world), I believe that he unconsciously wanted them to die. For instance, the mistress of Hare's father was actually the woman who caused his mother and father to separate. The old lady who drowned was actually one of Zach's and Jason's caretakers who reported to their dad that they have a relationship. And Hanna who kidnapped Zach and was actually one of the major triggers for his mental illness.

5. Did Hanna actually got raped or was it also Zach's dream? So is Hanna also dead?
Yes and no. Hanna getting raped by Hare was a part of Zach's dream. But, Hanna did get gangraped in the world and commited suicide.

6. What actually happened to Zach?
(READ CHAPTERS 85-87 FOR THE DETAILED NARRATIVE)
After his mom and dad separated, his mom remarried another man. The "dad" (new husband) in #4 was a pedophile and sexually molested Zach when he was still young. Zach kept quiet about this because he doesn't want to destroy his mom's happiness. As if molesting Zach wasnt enough, his "dad" also had an affair with other women. Because of this, Zach distanced himself from everyone except for Jason. This lead to his obsession with Jason and even having a relationship with him. It went all downhill when Hanna died. Jason blamed Zach for Hanna's suicide because he thought that Zach asked some people to rape her. This pushed him to his wits end and became mentally ill.

These are the triggers that lead Zach to be mentally unstable and eventually to insanity IMO:
1. Abandoned by his dad
2. Molested by his second dad
3. Abandoned by Jason
5. The death of his mother
6. Jason of all people, didnt believe in Zach and even blamed him for Hanna's death.

7. Why did he wake up in the hospital? Is it because of the pills he was taking?
Zach keeps taking sleeping pills because he wants to go back and meet Hare in his dream world

8. Is the child Jason's and Hanna's child?
No. It is a child with his wife, although her identity was not made known. However, it was mentioned that they have already been divorced for 2 years because he is not interested in women. It is also definitely not Hanna's child because she is already dead.

9. Has Zach been in the hospital for 10 years? Did the pills he take cause him to be in the hospital?
I am not sure with the number of years but it was mentioned that he was kept in a sanatorium. A sanatorium is a medical facility for long-term illnesses. So yes, Zach has been there for a long time already. It is also highly possible that the pills were the cause.



If you have more questions, comment below

スージン November 6, 2019 12:42 pm

Now that I've uploaded all chapters, idk what to do anymore (not in a dramatic way lol). If there is any manhwa (preferably on webc0mics) that you want to be uploaded here on mangagao, just comment below. Also, thanks a lot to people who used my invite c0de. Twas a big help (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

The manhwa really has an interesting plot. You need to be prepared to expect the unexpected and the twist and turns.

The ending is bittersweet. I wont go too much into details, so as not to spoil the readers who haven't finished the manhwa yet. BUT GAAHHH!! THE ENDING STILL GETS ME EVEN IF I ALREADY READ IT MULTIPLE TIMES ╥﹏╥

スージン October 29, 2019 10:42 am

As much as I want Haesoo and Joowon to have a resolution and end up together, I want Haesoo to end up with another guy.

His relationship with Joowon is very toxic and suffocating. It's like he's trying to stand full height in a kid's play house, but he cant because he's restricted by too many conditions and possible consequences. I can also feel the strain maintaining his "crouching posture" so as not to lose his balance and only being able to do limited things. They're only hurting each other and it's not healthy.

Taekyung, on the other hand, is like finally being able to stretch and relax on the open playground, especially with his laid back personality. However, Haesoo is not loving the person, but rather the freedom. Freedom from putting up a facade, insecurities and trouble.

I also want to add that other than fooling around and making Joowon jealous, the relationships Haesoo have had are also a way for him to fill a gap. The gap between him and Joowon because of their limited relationship. Things Haesoo couldn't do with Joowon, he can do with other guys (Taekyung included).

He loves Joowon but their situation is restricting them from doing so, which in turn is destroying their relationship and being. He has freedom with Taekyung, but thats only it. In this case, Taekyung seems like to only serve as an eye opener for Haesoo to show him whats it like to be in a carefree relationship. That being said, I dont want Haesoo to end up with either of them.

スージン October 23, 2019 8:31 am

Yahiko's and Princess Underworld's reciprocal relationship is an important key for the opening of underworld portals, right? What if the theory in one of topics below were true that, Yahiko would also have to be replaced if the princess is to be replaced? This will most likely be true because if only Princess Underworld was to be replaced, then the reciprocal relationship will become null and void. Soooo, what if Abeno and Ashiya are really related? Will they become the replacements of Yahiko and Princess Underworld??

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