When i reached the end of the manga and discovered that it was a cliff hanger, I became so hopeless and frustrated; I could feel the bugs eating me alive. Nothing could save me..or so i thought. Until I read the Afterword. I could feel warmth and somehow the atmosphere became light. It gave me hope and it swept all my negative thoughts about the manga having a bad ending. LMAO HAHAHA JUST TOO HAPPY AND SAD AT THE SAME. Idk what to feel anymore lol (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜
HYPOTHESIS: Only Kyousuke's explanation (as to why he will kill himself) will serve as the end to Chihiro's loop.
EXPLANATION: Since in the end, Chihiro was still not able to save Kyousuke, her loop will continue. The way I understand Chihiro's POV, she misunderstood Kyou as to why he killed himself. She thought that he ended his life bc he regreted his 3yrs of highschool for not being active or having fun. When Kyousuke died, Chihiro says in ch10 p6, "I was thinking why, why would he make such a decision". Knowing that she could have done something to save Kyou from falling, guilt and regret started to grow. This resulted to her loop. Therefore, theoretically, the only way to end her loop is when Kyou will tell her the reason why he has to end his life before he jumps off the building. Through this, (1) she will have a bigger picture of what was really happening, (2) her guilt and regret will have a closure, and lastly (3) the question that she has always asked (stated above) will be answered, hence, clearing her guilt and regret.
MARIA × MEGURO —this was my ship at first but in the long run i got tired of it bc of how Megu is acting
MARIA × YUUSUKE —since Maria is a tsundere shes suited to be with someone dere
MARIA × SHINTAROU —Shintarou is also a dere but i support him more since Yuusuke kinda bends the truth in his words and i think Maria is suited to be with a more direct person
Latest relationship status (as for this sites chapter update):
Meguro — Pending
Yuusuke — Precious friend but also with great potential
Shintarou — Brother-zoned; This ship has sunk. I repeat, Shintarou XX has sunk.
Can someone please explain ch 44? Help meeeee its quite confusing and i dont understand whats happening in this chapter (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜