Loving this so far the art and characters are GORGEOUS and the chapter length I love
Is it time you see him as a person joo? He hears granny. He heard Dan say everything, it replays in his head he gets upset and yet he continues to disregard it. It upsets you for a reason! REFLECT
While I’m so proud of Dan saying these things to his abuser, I’m heartbroken seeing him like this. He hates himself for that bodily reaction jk constantly reminds him of. He’s ashamed he reacts at all. He’s a survivor of lots of SA. He’s a shell of a person. Jaekyung I hate you so much for turning him into this. I’m also wondering in past chapters, when they fucked did jk blush?? He kissed here and there randomly but this was different in a lot of ways. He got rough when he wasn’t getting the reaction he wanted not the whole way through and he was thinking more about Dan trying to get him to enjoy it. Which the reasoning isn’t something I support but the angle is definitely different. Makes dans rejection so much sweeter honestly. Dan really walked off just like jk did countless times. How terrible does that feel jk? Zero aftercare, zero affection. A transaction.
well said..
Ty!!
Dan looks so fucking down. “Do what you always do and use me however you want :(“
And he got hard to that instantly. Please self reflect you gigantic douchebag!!! Kim Dan wants you to leave him the hell alone this is like a stepping stone to getting that done! I hope Dan makes this a miserable time and jk feels horrendous
“Go our separate ways for all I care” “these confusing feelings” “are you gunna keep ignoring me”
The look Dan gave jk at the end when he said “neighbors” I had to laugh out loud. Literally how I feel any time this disaster of a man says or thinks anything at all!
Kim Dan ily and I’m worried for you. This lapse in memory makes me wonder what type of psychosis he’s suffering from. He’s so overwhelmed.
Joo I’m begging you to self reflect and wonder why he doesn’t wanna go back with you since in theory it’s better. So why isn’t it???
Joo. Say no. Show him you’re not just using him, prove it to yourself and him before I digitize myself and murder you in your sleep. Dans psyche is depleted and you were fucking THERE when the doctor explained his issues why would you agree to this in his state you selfish PRICK.
“Dan, I’m sorry I’ve been so demanding of you that you’ve never considered I could take care of you without anything in return. Please let’s just sleep tonight and we’ll talk about our plan next. I do feel like I need you to succeed and I can’t explain it yet but I can’t let you destroy yourself while I know I can help. Okay? Come here” he says while sitting on the bed with outstretched arms.
“…” Dan avoids eye contact, eyes downcast. He opens his mouth as if to argue- but there’s a pull he finds hard to deny. He really does need someone. He reaches for Jaekyung and they fall asleep in each others embrace. Tonight they are not lovers or contractual sex partners. They’re just two damaged and emotionally stunted gays existing in silent support of one another.
Sorry I’m mad about the reality of this story’s trajectory