All the chapter I had this strange feeling of anxiety. Well, with this manga not so strange. I really like the atmosphere of this story. Not created only by history but also by this beautifull art, somehow 3D? I don't know, but I like it. And through these shots, and the short, unclean answers. This manga gives me chills and I love it because it's so different from all the other yaoi I've read. I have great respect for the author for creating something so controversial that attracted such attention.
I'm confused as fuck. I don't know if he is Seno and be him all the time or he is after all Hakushima and he's only testing if Natsuka love his soul. I need answers!!!
Spoiler from raws.
It is Seno. He has been in love with Natsuka before they were fuckbuddies, in school. Natsuka didn't remember him when they meet again. Seno witnessed Natsuka and Hakushima talking about the book, that's why he has the same one and that's how he knew what to say to Natsuka to convince him... and like he said Natsuka wanted to believe he finally had Hakushima even though there were several hints that he was not Hakushima --- all the times Natsuka thought that something was unexpected or didn't match what he knew from the other man. The 'soul' wish is actually from Seno wishing Natsuka to love his personality, not his body or the idea that he is Hakushima.
I hate alfa so much I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate him. I feel the confusion of a lot of feelings at the moment and all are bad. Anger, rage, sadness, disgust. Till my stomach hurt from all this. It is so unfair. My poor omega wanted to go away so many times, but he couldn't by this: asshole, pig, dick, bastard (and now the bad names from my natinal language because I'm pissed off:chuja, kutasa, obszczyryja, przychlasta, dupka, skurwysyna, gnoja)
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I'm so pissed off and disgusted. How this alpha can so humiliate this sweet omega. And what is he trying to achieve by raping him? My heart breaks as I see my crying sunshine. And see that he does not really want it. It's nothing but rape and it disgusts me terribly. They all say: "talk" 'talk my ass. This stupid alpha does not deserve our cute omega. "But he loves him" "bullshit! If he loved him, he would not hurt him, he's just an arrogant asshole!
I have to agree with you. I don't want them to end up together too but we already see so much scenario similar to this and i think everyone knows how is this going to end. He will regret what he did and suffer a little (not much as omega suffered) and will be forgiven. And i am angry because of that. I actually can't describe how angry i am. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
This is the purest shit I ever read