I need to know if it's translated and if yes, which chapter pleasee please.plwase if someone can just link me
https://wuxiaworld.site/novel/in-this-life-i-will-be-the-lord/
I read from this link, you can just google the title btw
This is why you shouldn't trust men people.
I lmao ser was manipulated more than once due to her lack of knowledge of humans the 1st time and her fragmented memory the 2nd time.
And while I am still kinda resentful I just need her to fix this and be on her way to being the goddess again cause fuck Richard and kill him this time please !!!
Almost forgot this bastard existed like .... Fuck offfffffff
Okay then this will be more.detailed.
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So the brother already has a deep obsession with Runnan. It's because of well war trauma that he himself has and so he wants runnan to stay safe and love him the most, because that's how it was when she was just a child and loved her brother before he was sent off and well got traumatized.
In the eyes of the parents he's the shinning older brother who is very talented and stuff like that and he also seemed the same to runnan until he realised that Runnan had a pet squirrel she was very fond of, so he killed it because he wanted runnan to love him the most.
It was because of that thing that Runnan became terrified of her brother who would go to any lengths to be the person she loves the most and that includes killing anyone else she might consider more important or tries to even harm her like even in a playful match.
The family is obviously unaware of it and love both their kids the same because he only shows that side of himself to runnan and because she's so scared of him hurting others and people she loves she ended turning her emotions off.
So she wasn't always this Spacey person it's like a emotional switch off because if she doesn't care about others or get close to others he wouldn't hurt anyone else
Of course Raon is going to help her get over it with her own powers because Raon is a good guy and he will always look out for his family.
Like I am still enjoying this because it's just another nail in the coffin for ser to realise that the love they have is real unlike Richard who plays her.
And I most definitely want to see it happen, but I fucking swear to god if I do not see Ser die or get abandoned/kicker out by anthea or blake at some point, I will fucking lose it.
Like yes show them that it's bonding of heart and soul and then crush them to death hahahahahhaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahaha
And stuff like acting out your fantasies.
It would be sooo much better if they were the ones discussing this instead of just getting pulled into it.
It's been getting darker and I thought it was gonna be dark but I don't know.
I just want baby tiger to be free of this, like he was doing all this on his own, it would be good but not when others are pushing him into it.
It doesn't really do me that good.
Does anyone have link to the novel of this? It seems so fun and I can't wait for updates anymore PLEASEEEE
It’s not the whole novel but the spoilers
https://www.novelupdatesforum.com/threads/please-give-me-the-pacifier.109887/page-2#post-6310810
Thanks!