
I'm suffering with depression and stuff for what felt like ages, as a person with mental illness, this story gave me the mixed feelings, it was fucked up, out of his control and just messed up very disturbing experience for the mc and the characters,
it perfectly portrayed the view of a person with a mental illness that im able to connect myself to be a bit aware of the people supporting me--their stories and point of view and how they are suffering and getting affected too, and how I need to help myself too and yea how I should follow and take my meds (because recently felt like there wasn't the need to take the meds even tho I can't function and been trying to attempt suicide multiple times. Because of my point of view as a person with mental illness that it doesn't feel that there's any nessesity or danger or anything needed to have taken nessesary action because of how I'm familiar with these feeling----this story made me realize the big difference of my point of view and other people)
the point view of a mentally ill person and the other characters in the this story is portrayed amazingly to the point it made me as a mentally ill person able to realize stuff too and realize that I should acknowledge fully that I'm mentally ill in order to help myself fully and also help my inner self
metal illness is scary and confusing cause most of the time you think it's just you or it's just normal--even if you are fully adressing it but it doesnt feel genuine at all because that is your normal that you're used to feel and see or think, until you learn of others point of view and how big difference others see the world to the point that it's mind blowing to think how our point of view as a person makes our whole world
...i was ticked by the mc uke from the beginning till end, its like he is a child. no boundary, professionalism or like no idea of stuff.. Like he never think, all fluffs and smiles about anything. I hate it
It's understandle, he's a pampered and loved spoiled noble. Given his background, he's actually very resilient and hand working. But also naive and overly optimistic.
The issue is that the ml is so much older and more accomplished that the different between them stands out and makes the Mc seem even more like a child. I just don't see the chemistry, it was such a forced relationship.