I hate him and I don’t enjoy their chapters as well. Sorry but Jian is so nasty to me and idc what kind of tragic back story he has, this does not excuse his behavior towards mieum.
he might be self destructive but he’s being ridiculous at this point. Jin as well. He’s just looking and acting like he has some kind of plan. Like wtf are you doing and watching your crush do all that?? girl make that druggie take a shower he looks like he smells if they have sex NOW I’m gonna lose all hope for them