
This story felt like a rollercoaster. Just when things started to get good and nice, damn, everything went back to square one. In some ways I felt manipulated by the ML too lol like, he started showing signs of changing but no, he's just a bully. Domestic or any kind of violence shouldn't be normalized nor romanticized. At the end, it seems that things got better but still both of them need therapy God because how they talked about compensation for the abuse... So lightly that it was just nauseating.

Teach has a type and is horny. Well, Guwon's freaking huge, strong and dependable. Right now, he can be cute but scary. He listens to teach, he's a fast learner, quick to put on practice what he learns from him, still ignorant of many things. But probably, his way to love will be as raw as him.
I'm glad but sad that teach fell first. Well, he's more aware of those things but that means he'll only fall harder and harder and maybe suffer a bit of heartache and one-sided love, until Guwon's catches up feelings, or understand his actual feelings, too.

Josh's still so insecure but I understand. They just came from seeing his former fiance so he doesn't want to repeat the same mistakes maybe and pressure him into a quick answer. He wants to keep it light but at the same time he's letting him know he's thinking about their future. So maybe that's why he said it was a joke first but yeah... next chapter it's crucial. Awww to be loved like that

He graped him in the past and in the present. He could have done everything different, so many chances, but he couldn't go against his true nature. I thought that maybe his bloodline is cursed or something, look at the father, because the mentions of that God in his dreams and all those supernatural elements and all that... but, no. He is like that. He created a whole consensual relationship in his mind. Who told him the lie that they're in love (mutual) in the first place in their past lifes when talking about the tale?? Everything is just his delusions. He'll probably win over mc eventually because, let's face it, most BL don't break the abusive circle. Even so, I wish in this case that the didn't end up together. But pretty sure ml is gonna sacrifice himself to save mc and that's how he's gonna forgive him and create a new future for them. Mc already feels pity towards him. He's just too empathic and easy going. He doesn't jutify ml's actions, he gets rejected and called out a lot, but mc's always hopeful that things are different everytime ml does something nice. It's his good nature being abused over and over again. I'm enjoying this story but kinda wish it ended different than most ml but well.

This is a perfect example that sometimes we don't need to fully know a character's background or motives to form an opinion on why he's like this. In this case, his obsession, yearning, neurotic and controling behavior is enough. He just wants that man in every form. If he wasn't that crazy, and if their interactions were consensual, it could be endearing, even poetic. We still don't know what's in the box he kept near him in early chapters but seems important for the plot and their past. But either one dies, both or they go crazy together.

Will they call the baby Sunny (english) or something like that but in Korean? His father's Star, Andrew (in english), Haebeom liked Midnight time and they're often compared to dark/light themes, so I guess baby'll be called with time/space related names???
It's that Haebeom's Father/Grandfather??? Omg the eyeeeeees the Mother didn't have blue eyes so this must be a relative from his father's side.
I liked the chibis and his cute hamster form. Should have been longer.