Lamp愛

can someone recommend me a violently sad manga or webtoon? like one that will make me start sobbing. just needs to feel something cause after i read haruka tooki le nothing hit the same

I read this romance josei manga about a few months ago & I forgot to mark it.. I don’t remember any of the character’s name so I’ll just give a description of the story.

Basically the FL and ML start sleeping with each other in chapter one. The Ml has black hair, he’s good looking, and he’s a “player”. He’s fairly polite though. The FL is an office worker, a strong and independent woman. The FL is always annoyed at ML. And Ml annoys her bc he likes her.
The two of them start regularly meeting up at a bar. So I remember that the FL has back pain and goes to a (massage parlor?) it turns out that ML is working at the parlor and helps massage her. (He doesn’t pull anything weird and it’s not as cringe as it seems.)

There’s also a love triangle. So FL has a colleague that likes her. He’s basically the perfect man and takes her out to dinner. So ML gets jealous and pissed & starts distancing himself bc he thinks he’s not good enough for her, I remember him saying something like “Just go to ___ already” (the blank being 2nd ML’s name).
There’s also a sick episode where ML catches the cold and FL takes care of him.. there’s also shopping chapter where FL and ML go out to shop & ML stops a guy that was hitting on FL.

Well this sounds like every other romance manga & I expect no responses or help but I had to type this caus it was annoying the shit out of me that I couldn’t remember what it was. I searched through my reading history, my google search history, romance list, everything & couldn’t find it.