Yeah i knew this side story was not it. F u bossbitch, you treat him like a side piece all these years n now you suddenly want it to be 100% lovey dovey. Nah... Is it the pregnancy hormones talking? Like not even a sorry or explanation for why u had to fuck others if according to you, you actually made it pretty obvious that Hojin's the one you "always wanted to live with from the beginning" ? Coz..
Your long term questionable behaviour does not align with that intent at all...