
At the start I was exited at the “misunderstanding” plot of he is really scary and abusive but he just has a kink. But the ch. 14 was really bad idk. Like looking back I admit I overlooked some read flags, like lack of communication and the biggest one that was highlighted in this chapter is that, for s&m play you have to make sure your partner is ok, because it’s not only physically taxing but emotionally too. Idk if I’m going to read more of this. ( ̄∇ ̄")
So I thought I was tripping or something, because of some comments about how explicit it was. So I won't back and it's just 2 panels. To show obviously the MC's past, I don't think it was rape for the sake of it. So many other yaois have rape in the plot just because and I don't see the same level of criticism. Of course I didn't read the RAWS so it could happend and it would be a shame.
People who have read the RAWS seem to be talking about Chapter 1. I thought he was having a lashback that was triggered by the shit people were saying behind him. I didn't even realize it was SA (cause I speed-read first). I thought the guy he liked used him and lied to save himself (classic situation).