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So, let me get this right. Lucia and her parents were going to see a singer, and they got hit by a cart... So instead of having PTSD of carts or horses, she's scared to sing, NOT OF HEARING SINGING, OF SINGING HERSELF.
makes soooooo much sense!
Why would she have issues over hearing singing? That's not why they died. If she had some other gift or dream that had them travelling together for her at the time to that place, they would still be alive. Isn't this similar to survivor's remorse where the survivor feels guilty/bad about still having access to their wealth/dreams/good life ?
No, it is because she wanted to go to a music concert, she blames herself for wanting to go, feeling like its her fault, she stops singing because of her selfish desires that "caused" her parents death, most likely not wanting anyone else to suffer or fall under a similar fate due to her misfortune.
I can interpret it as that.
If your parent's die in a car crash while going somewhere, but because you wanted to go there, you had them take you, you would probably blame yourself if it was an accident, you would think it was avoidable if you didn't tell them to take you, if you just hadnt asked.
You would be blaming yourself because it was seen as avoidable.
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This has a lot of potential, the overall story line seems very interesting but this seems kind of rushed? Like, she died multiple times, yet not once did she even attempt revenge until she gained better powers?? I feel like if you know something is going to happen in the future, you'd use that information to your advantage, no?
Secondly, the characters so far are so confusing, at least to me. Like Dulke is very confusing, so far what I see is that he's a hypocrite, but he has like a fan base?? Like if he's committing these acts why is no one acting like they've just seen literal ted b*ndy walking the streets? His personality is super flip flop.
Sorry if this is confusing to read, I needed to rant
Its because the "Duke" gets rid of anyone that knows his true self, to the point he overrides his own memories of what happened. His men know his "persons" and pleas him, but are also afraid of him and to speak up because they know he can get rid of them and noone would question it because "he is a chosen Hero, and god dosn't make mistakes" + he is royalty so he he can have the imprissoned and noone would ask why.
thanks for the explanation! I was literally so confused lmao
To add, being an awakened assures you of status. It's a fast track way to being, rank-wise, nobility. They have powers gifted by their god(s) and that alone elevates them above almost everyone. Thus, despite Duke's violence, nobody bats an eye. In their eyes, he is a figurehead blessed by the heavens. He, literally, could do no wrong.
At the end of the day, it's highly problematic to have 'chosen ones' who are questionable. The gods don't seem to care what kind of people they pick. Just as long as the world plot heads to the written path of heroes defeating the demon king then all is well. Why would they care if their chosen ones leave a trail of death in their journey? The demon king is dead and peace reigns again.
Ridiculous. That's why I say, YOU GO GIRL. DO WHAT YOU GOTTA DO. This world is heading to destruction with or without her anyway.
Also, to clarify about why the sudden switch to vengeance...it was shown in the earlier chapters. Did you just fast track through and missed it? The only reason why she turned evil now is, despite dying thousand of times and returning back in time, not once did the black haired leader of the party (the one she was in love with) ever treated her badly or ever killed her. Then the latest death happened. Dunno why but he finally does the deed and kills our MC.
Whatever motivations she had back then, it seemed lacking as her powers never quite became powerful. This round though, with nothing holding her back and pure unmitigated anger and fury at those who mistreated her, all the accumulated resentment just burst forth and I suppose it manifested in her awakening. That's thousands worth of controlled fury. It was her love for that one guy that gave her hope whenever she went through bad times. With hun killing her too....well a big 'F YOU' right back to the world who wants nothing but to see her suffer.