Long story coming : I think you might be bicurious, without being bi. And to answer your question, then I saw lot of comments saying "it's not like in a manga at all" but funny fact : for me it was almost like it. I was basically an ignorant potato aboutt sexual orientation. I didn't evn know that being gay was a thing bc I was raised in a relig......
Actually, my little sister...she would write and draw things about wanting to end it and writing that she was worthless and that really hurt me, because Im the one who actually thinks like this...sorry but I’m going to be going through a hard topic so if you can’t handle it please don’t read. she doesn’t know that I think about those thing......
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