
I'm reading the novel,
ML doesn’t beat mc anymore. Instead he takes care of him in —washing his hair, helping him sleep, and looking after him.
MC sleeps around a lot with anyone, went to orgy party (ml is always there when he does). He does this because he struggles with insomnia due to his trauma.
Beginning of Chapter 1, mc runs away from home. The person who was supposed to smuggle him to Russia drugs and rapes him while filming it.
In Chapter 2, mc starts messing with the store staff because they talk behind his back at parties.
His friend, Heechan, is a two faced bitch.
In Chapter 4, ml meets a girl and later asks her to help him make mc disappear/escape.
In Chapter 7, mc calls 'hyung'
In Chapter 8, mc's senior puts glasses on a mannequin because the senior’s girlfriend like mc. Later mc will stab the senior with a knife. Someone had placed the knife on his notebook.
The story,
MC is suddenly introduced to his older stepbrother who he never knew existed and now he suddenly has a "hyung." Then mc's mother left him. He and his stepbrother were always together, like brothers and friends. At school students gossiped about the stepbrother calling him an illegitimate son and making disgusting comments about his mother. Mc always defended him, but deep down, he felt relieved that his own mother wasn’t like the stepbrother’s. (He was just a child at the time.)
Later mc discovers the truth, his biological mother is actually the stepbrother’s mother, and the woman he thought was his mother is actually the stepbrother’s. This revelation shakes him and he decides to fix everything. He tries to make his stepbrother a legitimate son by contacting lawyers and talking to his father and grandfather, but they are against it.
Then mc started going to bars, sleeping around (with women), and rebelling.
Then Chairman Lee (mc’s grandfather) invites both mc and his stepbrother to a party, to introduce the stepbrother to society. But at the party people speak negatively about the stepbrother. Unable to handle, stepbrother runs away. When mc goes to find him, he discovers that his stepbrother has committed suicide.
[Later ml uncovers that it wasn’t actually suicide]
The friend Heechan, mc's grandfather had asked him to keep an eye on mc, but everything that happened to mc was because of Heechan. After the stepbrother’s death, mc couldn’t sleep so Heechan gave him sleeping pills and aphrodisiacs. He was also behind mc’s DUI accident. He ran mc’s social media accounts and spread rumors about him, by posting pics. He put the knife in his notebook.
Back in Chapter 1, Heechan was the reason mc got drugged and raped. He did all of this for money. The chairman never ordered him to do these things, he only asked him to watch over mc.
ML will take revenge on everyone.
The novel is still ongoing.

At first he thought the stepbrother was 'hyung'. After he discovered the truth, he realized the stepbrother was actually his younger brother.
At first, he only slept with women, but after the stepbrother's 'suicide', he started sleeping with men.
The aphrodisiac from his friend, made him horny, so yeah he can't control himself.
The mc's father gonna be brutally killed, not by the ml but because of the ml's. (He made a plan, the family would abandon mc so he can took mc with him)
Mc is trying to escape from the ml again due to the manipulations of the boy the ml met in chapter 1. This boy lied to the mc, saying the ml would abandon him and he is thief.

I read the novel.
The first 100 chapters… nothing really happened.
Then in chapter 113, ML raped MC because MC was hiding alcohol, despite the ML telling him not to drink or hide it.
The rape scene was completely unnecessary.
But what I hated the most was the MC's brother/sister and the best friend.
Spoiler below.
In past life, MC's sister's best friend wrote a novel, MC as a side character and the sister liked it and asked MC to read it. But how could the sister ask the MC to read a novel where character with his same name, he who was desperate for love and then committed suicide??
And why the hell the sister didn't stop her best friend from writing it? Why the fuck did she even write it in the first place???
I really, really hated them.
The brother had a good life in this lifetime, but what about the MC? He suffered because of them.
If I had a brother or sister like that, I would punch them.
In the past life, the MC’s brother was actually his sister.
The best friend remained the same as in the past life.
The ML was the MC’s senior.
Overall, the novel was good, but despite the rape, the ML did take care of the MC.

So mc coped with his nightmares, trauma, and past memories by becoming an alcoholic. Drinking helped him forget and dull his headaches.
Ml didn’t like it when the mc drank too much. So they made a promise, ml would not smoke (I don’t remember if this part is correct) and mc would not drink.
Ml also told mc never to hide alcohol in the house. (Mc is staying at mls house and Woo Jimin is staying at mcs house)
One day mc visited Woo Jimin, who gave him alcohol as a way to thank him for providing a place to stay.
Ml found out that mc had hidden alcohol in the house again. When mc returned with the alcohol, ml was furious.
He took mc to the basement, mc was scared and asking for forgiveness. There he saw doctors chained up.
Ml told mc, these are the doctors trying to find a cure for you (for his nosebleeds etc)
Then ml raped mc, not in the basement.
I was hoping for PASSION: Diaphonic Symphonia
Who's that about?
Passion has 4 books. I haven't read the novel, but I read spoilers a long time ago.
1. Passion (main story, Ilay and Tay)
2. Diaphonic Symphonia (Chris and Richard, cousin brothers)
3. Passion - Suit (fluff and sex)
4. Passion - Raga (Xinlu and Yuri)
Diaphonic Symphonia is worse than Passion. Chris has a crush on Tay, and Tay has sexual thoughts about Chris.
The novel contains rape too..
Chris and Richard are cousins?? Wasn't there another book about Tay's brother too?
Wait can u elaborate on tay having sexual thoughts about chris
Oh, I didn't know that. There are 4 books. But isn't anyone focused on Uncle Chang-In? Lol
Fr I almost forgot that guy he was the key to Taeui 's story
1. Passion
2. Raga
3. Diaphonic
4.suit
this comment is so funny LOL all you need to know is that christophe is outrageously gorgeous, and while taeui is NOT romantically attracted to christophe at all, there’s these two scenes - (1) taeui and christophe go swimming in a creek and taeui admires christophe’s body + face and has to stop his thoughts from going astray lol (2) taeui’s messing around and squishing christophe’s cheeks and he has a very brief thought where he thinks sleeping with christophe would be nice (LOLL and immediately after he thinks ‘oh god if ilay could hear my thoughts rn he’d kill me’)
One thing u need to know about tay is that he is very very ‘casual’ about sex esp prior to joining unhrdo and kristoff is really GORGEOUS, he looks ethereal and everyone always compliment his face even tay. Tay’s wanting to have sex with Chris is just a fleeting thought and it vanished right away like flash of lightning haha but that scene was still hella funny. Tay is loyal to ilay. Personally, Diasim is better than passion when it comes to iltae’s relationship and tbh i love iltae + cris dynamic theyre my fave trio theyre peak comedy.
But yea if ur uncomfortable with SA it is kinda worse than passion bc of Richard, but if ur into real enemies/rivals to lovers Chris x Richard actually serve.
Where did you read the novel?
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Thanks alot , I thought tay cheated on illay because he is not someone who would cheat .but thanks for clarifying it.
Thank you , and I don't think i will read diaphonic because I hate richard , eventhough I like enemies to lovers.
Hahaha Richard is more possessive than ilay. But its valid. I hate and love it at the same
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that’s fair and valid. And thou i kinda understand his dynamic w/ chris i dislike Richard with passion too
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Are Chris and Richard cousins? (Op mentioned it above)
Also I heard that Tay's brother has also his love interest, does he have a separate book?
Right. His obsession is too overwhelming. We know u like chris but just dense. Christoph is only minding his own business like my heart is hurt for that beautiful man,ugh.
yes Chris x Richard are first cousins. About Jaeui, yes he’ll have a man of his own, he’ll appear in passion in seringe arc so perhaps this season and in diaphonic symphonia hes gonna have a bloody fight with ilay
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Can I get it too please?
His friend! Can you please send me the link again? I accidentally deleted your message after I found the new password oh my god