If TJ left that gang life, he would’ve BEEN had Ian
ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ GOD DAMMIT! But he wanted to make sure Ian would have a safe life, and a home, so he stayed.
Honestly Ian is better than me, bc he’s actually trying to leave that life behind, to find a new peaceful path with a peaceful man. Unfortunately the past seems to keep popping back up. And our toxic ex that ain’t really our ex, he’s just hot and we’re both obsessed with eachother, won’t let us go— AND I DONT WANT HIM TO, but he gotta leave that life alone or else we’ll always worry about him. Frfr TJ would’ve had me, I’d just be one of those wives that’s always looking out a window longingly, hoping he’d put the gun down and be the great husband I know he can be in a place that’s safe and far from here. Until then, we’re still fucking and STILL thuggin n buggin.
Ian really is me fr, I don’t blame him for wanting to be with the husky(he’s like a loyal dog to me, and bc I’ve had a lot of pets I feel like he’d be a husky: big, loyal, works hard, and yaps a lot). The only thing that sets us apart is id be fucking TJ A WHOLE LOT MORE.
REALLLLL HE COULD'VE HAD IAN but that man literally ruined things with his own hands bro didnt even need to do allat manipulation but hes a fuckass (i still love him)
It’s literally “bro who hurt you” in a nutshell *heavy sigh*
┑(￣Д ￣)┍ it’s only going to get worse before it gets better. I wonder if purple hair girl is going to be the one to knock sense into him idk
I’m going back on my hiatus; this book is going to be the death of me
I got trust issue and I’m waiting for the other shoe to drop with Henry. For some reason I thought he was in majors with delly, but the way delly is jealous makes me feel like they’re not WAIT A MINUTE Henry laughed at the idea that delly was possibly the head warden boss whatever’s son. And from the back story we know that as a kid Henry’s dad was a cop. I bet he moved up ranks and he might be a dirty cop, so Henry has probably just as much pull in that prison as delly in his own way. (A small part of me wants deli and Henry to spit roast keith
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I’mherefortheartstyleimherefortheartstyleimhereforthearstyle— GOD DAMMIT WHEN WILL WE LET THE SA TO LOVERS TROPE GO(╯°Д °)╯╧╧ it’s not realistic IN THE SLIGHTEST UNLESS WE GO FULL THROTTLE STOCKHOLM LIKE HARADA’S STORIES! May bl authors be released from the shackles of grape PLS （/TДT)/ Issa dark.. can’t even say romance. What I do know is the “revenge” but not really thing cannot end in lovers. I say we go all the way dark and lock him up on some Sangwoo shit （￣へ￣）
I thank bejesus everyday for Eun Ji (づ￣ ³￣)づ may every side of their pillow be cold, and their heater work well during this cold season. Also translator(s) and uploader(s), I hope every meal you get, there’s a extra free serving, and every hotel/flight you book you are offered a free upgrade(づ￣ ³￣)づ I love you I love you I love you
SPLIT PERSONALITIES!?!?! ISSA 2 FOR 1 SPECIAL (I pray they physically split somehow so our sacrifice Bebe can go to Paris or be a piggy at a spit roast
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WHY DID I START CRYING WHEN THEY TURNED TO SMILE AT MEEEEE ╥﹏╥ I feel like a proud mommy THEYRE SO CUTE AND IM SAD TO SEE IT END UGH THE ONLY BL WHERE THEYRE BEEFY, DRAWN WELL, AND NOT TOXIC Σ(っ°Д °;)っDONT LEAVE MEEE *drowns in puddle of tears* they’re so stinkin cute and I’m so glad I came across it <3 too 10 for sure
And the smut was A1
Imma be honest— and don’t jump me bc I love TJ but… Ive seen enough gangster movies, shows, and Banana Fish to know that TJ is gonna die by the end of this. The one rule in all drug/gang life is either you end up dead or in jail. My baby is too hot for an orange jumpsuit, and too stubborn to leave the game, so it only leaves one option. With that being said I feel like THE WAY it will happen is either by sacrifice (taking a bullet for Ian) or his closest man double crosses him.
TJ BUILT A HOUSE FOR THEM AND PLANS ON LEAVING THE GAME AS SOON AS HE TIES UP A FEW LOOSE ENDS! （/TДT)/ oh it’s up for my man =_=
NOW when he dies, Ian isn’t going to run into the arms of Husky. Not immediately. They might reunite on a coincidence somewhere in the future, after Ian has found solemn peace in his life in that house in Cali TJ built for him. Omgggg that house gon be his final gift to himmmmm nooooo(╯°Д °)╯╧╧
DJEKSNWUWJSJ IM ACTUALLY HUNTING U DOWN IF THAT HAPPENS. THAT IS NOT HAPPENING. DONT SAY THAT. (okay but i was crying over this a few weeks ago & someone informed me that the author confirmed none of the three will die)
I agree with most but he did sell that house already