
Chap 29 made me ugly cry at 3am. Damn with every chapters it gets better and better. Dare i say a masterpiece in progress, cuz what i really like and it's not commonly found on yaoi mangas is that the penetrative sex is kinda postponed until the uke is ready.
The seme controls himself and puts the well being of the uke first from his urges...which was just chef kiss. The consent in that panel was amazing

The plot is not very original as well as the characters but idk there's something that just makes you want to keep reading
However, the flashbacks of her dad's struggles being a single father really surprised me in a good way. In this genre, i hadn't seen the unglamourised depiction of what is parenthood for single fathers yet, it's usually just an addition character feature to make the ml seem more attractive

The plot is GOOD i thought it'd be the same copy paste as the others but it's solid.
Butt a 20 y/o fl doing the deed with the freshly 16y/o ml it still feels very icky, especially if she knew him since he was 14y/o
Even if it was for historically accurate sakes, they just casually choose to be truthfull when it comes to the ages of the characters rather than being accurate with other things like garments, hairstyles, makeup..it's like they nitpick as they please
I get that the age of consent in japan is different than the majority of countries, but really was it necessary for him to be that young
Having said all that, i do admit it provided a good argument as to why they should form a contract marriage from both sides

Having read some spoilers i knew there'd be an age gap that didn't sit right w the majority, but him being 18 while she is almost in her 30 is such a turn off and a disappointment to the potential of his character.
Speaking as someone who will drop storties if they have age gaps, i was willing to accept this one if at least at least he was 21 or 22, best case scenario would be 24 or 25 but well
Like it made sense for his character (and there was some appeal) to be a younger, smart and aloof young guy w crazy charisma and flirtatious to be the ml, BUT he is barely legal
And if people wanna rebute this by saying if the genders were reversed, we wouldnt complain as much. Excuse me "WE", don't we us. I'd be as unsupportive in both cases.
I seem like such a hater but that is because it was big let down the reveal of his age. I was seriously liking the pace, characters and willing to look past my pet peeves but now i feel very conflicted

There're missing panels especially from the last part of the 1st chap. So you can find the full chapter in bxtoto as well as the uncensored version that i think it's made by a translation team or something. So if you want to find it, it's under the name What you wish for instead of the official name

I really liked the author's previous work 'Love me dramatically' they knew how to write a consensual story w a green flag ml so..huh....?? What the actual fuck is this
What baffles me is how the guy is so nonchalant about the rape, and how it's a reoccurance...it pissed me so much and it's disgusting
If anyone finds the artstyle familiar its bcz it's the same author as secret inside my head which imo the non con is there but it's as bad and blantantly abusive as tjis manhwa
This is my first time seeing the female urethra thingy in a manhwa. I had always seen it in yaois but never in a striaght one until now
Same girl haha i didn't know it can also put it to a girl
actually ur right I’ve never seen it either…