maybe im late but i have to recommend these
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fjp04Ax_MiA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5VkqPqr45U4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oJ3k9xlPGqw reply
being gay has nothing to do with wanting to be a woman or the need of being feminine, just do you. its cool that you think about future stuff and planing a family, there is many ways nowdays that you can use to have kids of your own reply