starry_tae September 15, 2023 3:02 pm

unprovoked

starry_tae August 24, 2023 6:22 pm

i hope he doesn't kill himself. his mom ruined his life, at least she tried to, but no matter how fucked up his life had became, he was still able to wake up every day and fend for himself. seichi's mental fortitude in that regard is admirable. i want him to have some semblance of peace by the end.

starry_tae August 22, 2023 6:27 pm

telling my children this is hannibal

starry_tae August 21, 2023 2:52 pm

most people jump apart when they are caught doing something suspicious but jian yi jumped closer to xixi, his mind works in amazing ways

starry_tae August 20, 2023 12:56 pm

I can't stop thinking about how 82 gave us a bigger insight on both Skylar and Cirrus. Cirrus climbs on top of Skylar, feels him up and considers him getting hard as consent. He's a CSA victim and I don't find it that surprising that he thinks a physiological reaction would count as consent. But the second Skylar says "Stop", he immediately stops and starts crying. And unlike the first time they kissed, Skylar doesn't look disgusted or traumatised, he looked surprised and concerned (?). Because when it first happened, he considered Cirrus someone like Minwoo, who simply played with his emotions as a gay guy, but this time, he knows Cirrus likes him and is not in a good mental state. He doesn't lash out (even when he has good reason to) and simply stays there by his side without saying a single word. The way he viewed Cirrus changed, and so did the way they interact. There seems to be a deeper understanding between them than they did before.

I just think the nuance in that scene is overlooked, the author hit it out of the park with the character writing.

    Heu77 August 20, 2023 4:15 pm

    Thanks so much for noticing! A lot of readers overlook this. It’s such an important scene or at least a very impressive scene. I love it very much. You can notice the huge difference from the past Cirrus and the Cirrus now who is trying to redeem himself/healing in the process. He needs someone like Skylar, they need each other.

    CherryTree August 20, 2023 9:05 pm

    I really like the wording you are using it resonates with me. Yes I thought that moment of vulnerability was such a grace, and Cirrus was healing. I felt compelled to writte a dialogue between Cirrus and Skylar for the moment right before Cirrus went home because I couldn't stand not to know what they made out of this. But maybe it's just ... How you put it. There was no need for words they both felt the shift and the connection coming from that (sometimes silence feels right when the emotion is fragile and someone feels vulnerable. Maybe Cirrus felt his secret was safe and that hé didn't need to verbalize anything, he just felt it was safe to be vulnerable with Skylar (feeling safe and feeling ok being vulnerable is such a tremendous progress for Cirrus!)

starry_tae August 20, 2023 11:53 am

finally caught up and cirrus, my man, you need a serious break and psychological help cuz no way i'm surviving in his position

    Heu77 August 20, 2023 4:20 pm

    I’m surprised he didn’t commit murder. I’d had gone feral if I was in his situation. Skylar’s situation is already bad but Jesus Cirrus’s situation got me very angry and sad.

    skskd August 20, 2023 4:31 pm
    I’m surprised he didn’t commit murder. I’d had gone feral if I was in his situation. Skylar’s situation is already bad but Jesus Cirrus’s situation got me very angry and sad. Heu77

    I would run away and become homeless rather than living in that hell

    Heu77 August 20, 2023 8:29 pm
    I would run away and become homeless rather than living in that hell skskd

    He has Candy though so he’s most likely staying because of her :(.

starry_tae August 19, 2023 7:14 pm

just finished 60 chapters and IM EATING THIS UP. i love seeing high schoolers being absolutely unhinged and horrible, this is so fucking interesting and intense, slays unrealistically hard.

starry_tae August 14, 2023 7:58 pm

finished chapter 31 and tbh, uramichi's drawing of his dad with him and his sister was actually so disturbing. ik it was shown in a semi serious way but damn, this man has been through some shit

starry_tae August 13, 2023 7:04 pm

Absolutely love how Old Xian always gives us moments to reinforce the fact that the boys are just stupid horny teenagers.

starry_tae August 13, 2023 7:02 pm

THEY'RE SO CUTE IM SICK

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