Feel for you man, I know so many people that are fresh out of college trying to get jobs but they keep getting turned down for lack of experience. It’s rough. This is a real pickle you’re in, on one hand, the job seems decent, uni technician isn’t a bad job and it’s close to the field you want to work in, still STEM, but that 5 year tie in ......
U should just rot or something. Jk, go out and travel nature. Japan's and south koreas country side is absolutely amazing. And if your too poor, go outside and walk during sunset. I do it while listening to music. It's calming and it ease my mind. honestly, if your not even motivated to do that then you can try to seek out help, like a therapis......
Need advice or hear me rant