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This depicted so well what an abusive relationship feels like in real life. The abuse and then the tenderness. It manipulates you into giving it another chance. 'Maybe this time will be different ' 'maybe he will change' 'maybe I said something wrong that made him unhappy'
My heart hurts for the bottom.
The top feels like drowning? Well he can fucking stay there and die for all I care
I was so baffled I had to read the chapter a second time xD