ひびくきのくち's Things

I am the type of sadist who prefers to see my closest friends or lover in emotional pain. It's both sexually and emotionally thrilling! And I can't help it! I've been this way for around 6 years now, perhaps. I'm not sure what started it but I've been taking therapy for the past 3 years now.   2 reply

My first and worst break-up was with a women 1 year older than me. She used to be one of my closest friends. I was in deep depression and had recently started cutting myself 3 years ago, which made her break up with me. Apparently she thought it was disgusting. She broke off all contact with me and turned my other friends against me. I was in comp......   2 reply

What made me read yaoi...? I was bored. Not the most special or nerve-racking reason ahaha   reply

Nope. But I've had plenty of people confess to me in the past. And being the awkward guy that I am, I end up avoiding them without an answer.. I'd feel sorry for them if I weren't such a terrible person ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~   reply

I prefer to be the one torturing their lover by not having sexual intercourse with them just because it's funny to see them deprived AHAHA Although if I were to choose, I'd be topping... or unless maybe they wanted to top? In all regards, I don't care unless I'm feeling good. But I do prefer to be in control of the situation. I guess I'd prefer to ......   reply