repulsed of being touched by raonhiljo as he remembers the sensation of being r*ped by the burly imae, but somehow felt raging pleasure that it covered the pain of his snapped fingers when the emperor's f*cking him? what utter bullshit is this.
even if his intention was to poison the latter, his hateful mind still wouldn't give in to pleasure just as how sober he was with his past sexual encounters
apparently, it has to be the mc he's doing with, otherwise he aint feeling pleasure at all. lol
my head hurts reading this, but i still have to finish this manhwa; finish what I've already started, anyway
I have the same thought too. Could be he feels dirty n also he has no intend of doing that with the prince. Perhaps the more gentle the prince is the more he will be reminded of the assault. Meanwhile - I really have no good excuse for his reaction with the Emperor aside from that it could be, the violent or roughness is more familiar to what he is used to and thus easier for him to filter.
That’s what i thought in response to this comment. It’s also quite ordinary for people who have been sexually assaulted in real life to seek out similar experiences to the assault to ‘gain control’ of the situation, so not out of the ordinary.
as how i see it, he'll either fall inlove with the emperor (but it's too late 'cause the guy's already been infected, or his body doesn't actually have poison considering he's half, therefore there won't be death caused by sexually transmitted poison) or raonhiljo having something up his sleeve.
lmao (=・ω・=) who knows which cliché BL path would author-nim take
genuine question: how is feeling pleasure and succumbing to that feeling a way of gaining control of a situation
More so victims of sexual abuse try to recreate the abuse in *hopes* to have control of the situation because they did not originally, not saying that this character does have control. More that, when people who have experienced abuse try to get into new relationships, even without meaning to, they often seek out a partner who has similar traits to their abuser, and will often specifically seek out scenarios close to that of the actual abuse they suffered. Now this never actually leads to healing from the trauma they suffered, just a very observed pattern of most abuse victims.
It’s also quite ordinary for those who have suffered sexual abuse to only get pleasure from the specific type of abuse they suffered (typically whatever type of fetish the abuser had) because of the way their abuser linked that act to love (this is more common with those who have suffered sexual abuse as a child however). I was stating more of an observation of how the story is quite accurate in that perspective. It’s very likely, had the mf been a real person he would have been revulsed by the thought of ‘innocent and kind’ intimacy, and gone for the more aggressive, hateful kind.
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i see. i feel bad for those who had such traumatic experience they didn't deserve. i have no idea how it's like for them, but i silently wish them well
BL logic
If the emperor dies, I still think Uke won’t find salvation. Revenge is sweet at first but once swallow it is super bitter.
The whole poison thing sounds very unreal. When briefing on the dad’s case, it is a he say she say situation. No other cases are mentioned nor explain why the imae come to conclude they can kill someone by sleeping with them. Then you got to consider his mama has a V and he has none. Where would the poison come from? If body fluid is enough to kill, kissing is a no no.
i mean i cant help thinking about it like that 'cause of the splatter thing
okay, hear me out. im foreseeing the ending where TJ would want Youngwoo to be completely free without nothin holding him back so he'd give up and entrust YW to Jo knowing the latter is just as obsessed with him and where he could start a new peaceful life with the dude, while TJ on the other hand will carry on with his life.
like, yeah, that might happen but i still want them TJ and Youngwoo TOGETHER at the end>:D
my man's a Filipino. wow.
well, that explains his charisma lol
i wasn't expecting him na isa syang pinoy lmaaoooo
what's even disgusting is that I liked it all the while disturbed
ahh, best plot with porn