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Girl, are you still there? Wanna talk about it...?

I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. I want you to know that you're not alone in these thoughts—I’ve been there too, especially after losing my mom this year and being jobless. It feels overwhelming, but please remember that even in the darkest moments, things can change. You’re not defined by your past decisions, and you still have the power to create a better future, step by step.

Please don’t give up. Reach out to someone who can help, even if it’s a stranger or a support hotline. You are loved and valued, even if it’s hard to see right now. Let’s keep holding on together.

If you don't have anyone you can talk to—I'm here, I can listen to your stories. It may be hard for now, but please have a wishful thinking that someday, it will get better....

i'm tired talking about it.. i've been depressed last 5 years and i thought it's getting better.. but it's not.. last year was a one of the hardest years in my life and i literally didn't know what to do now except to end my life

i keep telling myself it's gonna be ok. I trust God will help me but i realise my life keeps going downhill..now i really don't know what to do

hey...we are all flawed and that's what makes us human. making mistakes is part of our life and it makes our success more fruitful. if you are tired of your life, you can try changing it little by little, like smiling in front of your mirror everyday you woke up. just don't give up yet, i hope you're still there:)

i've done that for years.. now if i look in the mirror to tell positive things to myself..i just feel bad for myself..i feel like i'm lying to myself.. it really hurts

i don't know how heavy the burden your carrying right now, but i hope you give yourself a chance. i'm also beating myself up everyday because of regrets but i try to distract myself from those negative thoughts by pouring my energy into something else while hoping for a change.
i pray that change comes upon you soon, but in the meantime, please don't give up on yourself ;

If you need someone to talk i am here, it will get better but with time i promise <3 things may seem hard and umbearable but thats how life is sometimes as long as youre standing on your two feet its never to late to start over and turn a new page.

Removing depression is just saying winning a marathon. It impossible as first but gradually building your stamina and speed until you finally win one. It going take long time. You can't simply remove or add something overnight that you struggle. Though, what is these two that actually have in common? The fact it start with you. You have to started doing it whenever it hard or easy to even see such a inch progress. Avoid obstruction that you had or in will have future. Whenever that is changing your appearance or having hard time work. Change your appearance is super hard as you gotta commit to working out and dieting but it is possible. It discipline to such things. Start tiny, you might actually stick to forever as form enjoyment. Work is just stress. It breaks your mind in half but you can't afford to leave it as it pays your bills, food, accessories etc especially you have kids. Think outside the box, find a job is less stress but still paid fairly well. Is it easy? nope. Will you find one? Yes. Job can literally anything these days. Losing a family member is tough, especially you have loved so much. It not easy accepting it. A person simplify unreplaceable and having hard time moving on but you can't stay like that forever. Staying in such phase will obviously make you get killed. I don't think your loved one would like that. Life is one. no more or no less. Afterlife is not guaranteed so it up to you if you want to go through it even though you can change. You were meant to be here, you were born on this plant. Take care of your life. Do some weird shit if you have to.

Here’s how to stay happy (from personal experience)
1. Hurt your head multiple time so you get a bad concussion and then get memory loss so you forget all the bad memories (you forget bad and good but whatever)
2. Only do what you like as long as it won’t wind you up in jail, unless you want to be in jail
3. Listen to happy music, or any music you like as long as it’s not sad, if you listen to sad music, your going to be sad
4. Same thing as music, don’t watch anything sad or you will be sad, people who do this and complain about being depressed piss me off because off course you’re going to be depressed if you engage in depressing things like they’re so annoying
5. Interact with only people you like, if you don’t like somebody, drop them
6. Wear what you want, don’t be afraid of fitting in, trust me, life is so much better when you do what you like
7. Stay in your comfort zone. I know people will tell you to try to get out of it, but personally, I’m just fine where I am
8. BE CONFIDENT. If you think your the best, then your mindset goes to you being the best, and then you are the best and nobody can make you feel bad about yourself anymore!!!

I really hope this helps!!!

Why don't u try reading action or Mystery stories instead of romance for the time being?

thanks. i went to exercise and listened to pop music just now and feel better

but i love fluff