
In both his dreams and reality, he treats people terribly as a means for survival. He uses them for his own ends, and appoints himself as arbiter of who lives and dies.
Which is cool and all, since villains exist.
But it all becomes very stupid when the MC comes to the conclusion that actually he dies at the hands of the hero protagonist because he is an asshole......and then proceeds to continue to be an asshole, just towards a different set of people. And furthermore, this pre-disaster version of himself is pretty shocked that he is capable of such violence, even though he already leads a bully gang in class and uses his fists as a means to get what he wants and escape accountability.
I will continue to read this story because I'm interested in whether the MC/ML will actively contribute towards the mental torturing of the hero protagonist towards also becoming an arbiter of who deserves to live and die (as implied in the dreams), but I've already put the MC in a box.
The vast majority of male rape victims never report their assaults for the very same reasons that female victims never do. Shame, humiliation from recalling their trauma, the fear of negative public reaction from being a male victim, the fear of no actions by authorities.
In some very conservative societies (like Asian societies), male victims are shamed as weak and inferior for letting this happen to them.
So this guy, recalling his trauma and unwilling to make public his experience towards a survey that have no action taken, puts an X. Just like all the other male rape victims IRL.