
So a couple of chapters ago we seen the Beta ask his mom if he were an alpha or omega would people not leave him. Now think how horribly he is finna crash out when he learned his boyfriend wants to leave him for his OMEGAAAAA MOM. The mom who never shown paternal love towards him. The mom who was never there for him. The Mom he decided he wanted to give another chance at being a family with The boyfriend that he didn't even wanted to give a chance to cause he was scared of this exact scenario of him leaving him for an omegaaaaa! The same boyfriend who told him he isn't like the rest of alphas an omega phermones wouldn't sway him. The same exact boyfriend who let the omega phermones sway him. Then we also seen how he constantly talk down on himself cause he was born a beta and he lowkey wish he was another trait. He got treated horribly going up by his peers. He pretty much gave up on finding anyone to love him... Bro I'm finna cry.. Then we have his dad over here finna have another child and he was straight up bawling cause again he felt like no one wanted him or loved him due to him being a beta. Then I'm sure we all seen spoilers about his mom.(Not gonna mention them just scroll the comments for it). I just realized this is one depressing ass story. In omegaverse worlds Beta's never win they are always looked over and left for an Omega or Alpha. And they just have to deal with it. Why did I torture myself with coming back to reading this ╥﹏╥

So I had dropped this cause I don't like cheating troupes and I despise it more when the author makes the person who got cheated on to forgive everyone and make things okay. But I picked it back up cause I seen on TikTok someone like they both cheated and I was like wait what?
So what that being said I really really really hate that the author made the beta cheat. Cause I know the reason for that is to make us accept the Omega & Alpha together. So it's like well they both cheated so it's okay for them to be with whomever. And I feel like that's bad & lazy writing because how the Beta personality is set up and the things he has went through it does not give cheater vibes. It isn't in his character build. He is the type who would've either clang more to the Alpha to make sure he doesn't leave him or become severely depressed. Him cheating doesn't make sense to me. Someone who is such a sweetheart and a lovable person who portrayed to be strong all the time but was constantly being abandoned, who felt unworthy and unloved, and felt empty majority of his life wouldn't had cheated. You mean to tell me he finally found someone who made him feel human and love and worthy and just madly in love with had recognized that this same person is now placing distance. That the beta wouldn't had tried to cling on to and save this relationship? But instead he cheats too. Horrible fucking writing. If anything after the break up that friend could've comfort him then build a relationship then after he sorted out his feelings and learned to appreciate himself. Because based on the beta personality after that kiss the beta would've pushed the friend away and stated that he is in love with the alpha or Since he was in such an emotional vulnerable state he would've regretted it and avoided that friend. But why create depth when mediocrity sells. Just make everyone trash so that way noone can be upset and can be like you cheated, I cheated, it's okay let's just be cool I forgive you it's totally okay for you to fuck my mom. Y'all are a better match anyways.
Why can't we get one story where the person who got cheated on by his partner and someone close to him stand up for themselves and say fuck you & you. I don't wish y'all happiness im going to find someone who is better than you maybe plot a little revenge it doesn't have to be over the top but it's lets the cheaters know don't fuck with me. && Then the person ride off into sunset as the baddest bitch in history. If anyone knows a story like that please let me know I'm tired of pushovers and authors turning the good characters into horrible people.

One thing Yeomin gonna do is hop on and ride his man like a cowboy lol. Yeomin said his twin Dan (from jinx) might be scared, he might can't handle it, he be running.. But he OH he finna turn up and he finna jump on and do a full split hunnie. Yeomin said my man my man my man you hoes could nevaaaaa.. Yeomin said is it good bae? Cause he needs the validation cause he just know he got the best Bussy in the land and that's on PERIODT!

My reading thoughts ...
Sir please leave him alone let him go don't touch him he has a crazy sugar daddy....
Awwwww okay that's sweet to think of his mother maybe I was being to harsh they kinda look good together......
Uh-oh he done pop up lil stalker but he is a cute one tho....
Awwww look how he is looking at him he even bought him Ramen...Ok ok yes he changing this is so damn cute I think I like him too...
Oh no What is that look?....
Scolding? Aw fuck.....

Saw this come across my TikTok and was like ouuu I remember that bizarre story. So I decided to reread it again and just like the 1st time I still don't understand why he went after the sergeant and not the men who committed those terrible acts. The sergeant was wrong for overlooking the abuse but he didn't touch him. But he stated it started with him so I'm unsure what exactly the Sergeant did. He didn't touch him in the shower, he didn't rape him 1st cause the 1st guy who did had moles on his face just like the same asshole who was looking at the porno magazine. The sergeant was in bed listening. So if the sergeant did assault I wish we could've saw it.
I wish the author didn't leave it out so we could've had a better understanding. I do understand that the sergeant could've stop it cause he is the sergeant but he didn't I wonder why not. I also know he verbal abuse him too. Also I wouldn't mind a part 2 where the sergeant finally recovers after years and is living a good happy comfortable life and the sheep guy comes back. But this time he gets everyone else who assaulted him. And instead of killing the Sergeant he just makes him depend on him, manipulate and make him fall in love with him creating Stockholm syndrome. Is it twisted? Yes but I'll enjoy seeing it.

I know I'm prolly gonna get ppl mad for stating this opinion. But i think SM kind of admired the sergeant, and probably hope he would be the one to save him but instead he casually watched the abuse. And yeah sergeant never touched him, he was the one who joke about his boobs, and felt offended when SM disobeyed.
He's the bystander, and someone with high power that caused other to think it's okay to violated SM.
I have a theory SM felt some kind of betrayal when sergeant just watch him being raped, though sergeant kind of stopped those two men who used magazine while using SM as onahole.
And people said there's no sexualization in rape scene on this manhwa, I disagree somehow, SM suck him off, clean him, injected something to him probably to relax the sergeant's body, feed him, and SM was even have hesitation to kill sergeant, he was panicking when sergeant got hurt, imagining the image of sergeant dead body stressed him, etc. Idk why he's panicking even though he said after killing him he would kill himself, and he said that he prepared to throw the body, but ig he still has guilt and know that what he's doing is actually wrong.
The sex scenes at first is a form of torture, but as the chapter goes on, it looks sexually appealing (due to sergeant's acting of initiating the cow girl position, and SM jerk him off)
I can see the potential of stockholm syndrome for the both of them lol
Does anyone know what happen to the author I still wish we got another part maybe even a season. I want him to manage to escape and run away with his kid. Or maybe a revenge arc or even a plot twist and the twins actually falls in love with him and treat him better. Something I just need more I'm not satisfied with the ending.