
My reading thoughts ...
Sir please leave him alone let him go don't touch him he has a crazy sugar daddy....
Awwwww okay that's sweet to think of his mother maybe I was being to harsh they kinda look good together......
Uh-oh he done pop up lil stalker but he is a cute one tho....
Awwww look how he is looking at him he even bought him Ramen...Ok ok yes he changing this is so damn cute I think I like him too...
Oh no What is that look?....
Scolding? Aw fuck.....

Saw this come across my TikTok and was like ouuu I remember that bizarre story. So I decided to reread it again and just like the 1st time I still don't understand why he went after the sergeant and not the men who committed those terrible acts. The sergeant was wrong for overlooking the abuse but he didn't touch him. But he stated it started with him so I'm unsure what exactly the Sergeant did. He didn't touch him in the shower, he didn't rape him 1st cause the 1st guy who did had moles on his face just like the same asshole who was looking at the porno magazine. The sergeant was in bed listening. So if the sergeant did assault I wish we could've saw it.
I wish the author didn't leave it out so we could've had a better understanding. I do understand that the sergeant could've stop it cause he is the sergeant but he didn't I wonder why not. I also know he verbal abuse him too. Also I wouldn't mind a part 2 where the sergeant finally recovers after years and is living a good happy comfortable life and the sheep guy comes back. But this time he gets everyone else who assaulted him. And instead of killing the Sergeant he just makes him depend on him, manipulate and make him fall in love with him creating Stockholm syndrome. Is it twisted? Yes but I'll enjoy seeing it.

I know I'm prolly gonna get ppl mad for stating this opinion. But i think SM kind of admired the sergeant, and probably hope he would be the one to save him but instead he casually watched the abuse. And yeah sergeant never touched him, he was the one who joke about his boobs, and felt offended when SM disobeyed.
He's the bystander, and someone with high power that caused other to think it's okay to violated SM.
I have a theory SM felt some kind of betrayal when sergeant just watch him being raped, though sergeant kind of stopped those two men who used magazine while using SM as onahole.
And people said there's no sexualization in rape scene on this manhwa, I disagree somehow, SM suck him off, clean him, injected something to him probably to relax the sergeant's body, feed him, and SM was even have hesitation to kill sergeant, he was panicking when sergeant got hurt, imagining the image of sergeant dead body stressed him, etc. Idk why he's panicking even though he said after killing him he would kill himself, and he said that he prepared to throw the body, but ig he still has guilt and know that what he's doing is actually wrong.
The sex scenes at first is a form of torture, but as the chapter goes on, it looks sexually appealing (due to sergeant's acting of initiating the cow girl position, and SM jerk him off)
I can see the potential of stockholm syndrome for the both of them lol

So I think what's this chapter is about...
For starters the Uke is paranoid now that he knows the prosecutor has cameras everywhere and has always seen him and his every move( idk why he didn't think he wouldn't that man trust no-one). So he is somewhat worried cause remember he was sent as a spy so he thinks the prosecutor saw him snooping around looking for the ledger and that he knew all along and just never said anything. He also seen the prosecutor on the image of him saving him and holding him showing affection. & The Uke doesn't understand why when the Prosecutor confirmed he doesn't like him in that way (which is a lie prosecutor just haven't figured it out). So the uke feelings are conflicted the prosecutor says No I don't love you or care about you but on camera it seems the opposite. Ands that's torture to someone like the uke who craves love & validation. He is upset because he keeps having hope that the prosecutor does feel the same although his words say otherwise.
Next the Uke is pregnant and is having hard time controlling his phermones due to pregnancy. The Assistant knows he is pregnant because him and the prosecutor were both on heat & rut. And spent a whole lot of time/days just having non stop sex no protection && More than likely a baby will come from that. The assistant did a test on the the uke by giving him extremely bitter lemonade. Because if a recessive is pregnant they won't be able to taste anything bitter. Something dealing with how their body is compound. So their taste buds will be off && The Uke told him when ask that the lemonade was extremely delicious. Which confirmed that he was indeed pregnant since he didn't notice the lemonade being extremely bitter/sour. The assistant hinted at it to the uke for I believe 2 reasons 1 because he like the uke and wants him to be more aware of his body to start taking care of himself and to give him another reason to wanting to live. && 2 cause it's a warning saying don't try anything stupid and don't lie because if I know the prosecutor also knows.
&& Lastly the uke noticed that the Assistant had something engraved on his body. When he touched him and he can faintly see outlines through the assistant white shirt. The uke started to brush it off because he was like he just like me who would do something terrible like that. Then it dawn on him like a OH SHIT moment. He never seen the assistant with anyone else he is always by the Prosecutor side. Which lead him to think more about the type of person the prosecutor is. The prosecutor views people as his own personal objects to do as he pleases with it. So the uke was like if he would carve on me someone who was sent under the pretense to help him and be with him why wouldn't he do it to an employee. Which made the Uke think again well he only wrote his name on me why does the assistant have multiple carvings then it dawn on him that the reason he could never found the ledger because it's not written on paper but a person specifically the assistant.(Which is lowkey smart). And the reason he never thought about it was cause the assistant always wore a jacket covering his back. And finally the uke is now trying to figure out why would he give him his jacket knowing there will be a possibility of him seeing it and feeling it? If that was the motive cause uke is unsure. If that's the case I believe it's because of one reason to let him know that we know this is what you were looking for however, you will never be able to get it no matter what you do so stop trying because the prosecutor doesn't want to end up hurting the uke. But it could also be the uke just overthinking things and the assistant intentions wasn't to show him but just show concern. But the prosecutor is a calculate person so we wouldn't know unless he admits it.

Mannnnnn I need more. I need solid clarification that my theory was right. It seems like it's hinted at but I need the confirmation. Damnit it was getting good too. This can't be the end I need to know if it's a time loop? When will it stop? Why does it exist? Will they ever change their ways? Will they keep the memories again? I need to know so many questions not enough answers ╥﹏╥

If the 5th person killed his dad I can only imagine what the 6th person did. Also if so one can help me understand his plan I would be grateful. Like I get it but I don't understand the purpose of bringing the wife and kid then end up saving them. Is he trying to make the wife fall for the other guy?

Hmmm I feel like the younger brother maybe beat someone really badly not necessarily killed them butsybe hospitalized them and since he already did 9 yrs and will be getting out soon so I believe he could've committed that act because of self defense or because he was trying to stop something to save someone. That's just my guess.

Anyone who is easily manipulated shouldn't be trusted as captain. It's obvious that the MC understands that & the so called Captain isn't thinking of them but only himself. And it's ashamed that although the Mc recognized this he is still trying to pretend and gaslight himself into thinking that's not what it is. His feelings for the captain is the downfall for his suffering. The captain is the only one upset with how things are because of his pride & ego. The rest of the crew are fine. No-one trust that guy and would've been okay with leaving but his ego and pride has just placed them all in danger. This will be the start of his suffering.
One thing Yeomin gonna do is hop on and ride his man like a cowboy lol. Yeomin said his twin Dan (from jinx) might be scared, he might can't handle it, he be running.. But he OH he finna turn up and he finna jump on and do a full split hunnie. Yeomin said my man my man my man you hoes could nevaaaaa.. Yeomin said is it good bae? Cause he needs the validation cause he just know he got the best Bussy in the land and that's on PERIODT!
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