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Like the more I think about it, the more I find similarities lmao. My "first route" was with a person similar to Clear, and I personally didn't like that route, wasn't interested in finishing it, and this person just ended up being a friend with benefits, but they are very similar, cheerful with dark thoughts, short hair, a pianist, self sacrificing. My "second route" was with someone who I thought we could be something, but we barely just kissed and it ended in nothing, and just stayed friends for a while, just like Mizuki, thought there was potential but ended somewhat disappointing, also short hair, kind of a wild person. My "third route" was someone very similar to Mink, and although I enjoyed that route in the game, it also felt a bit lonely and that Aoba lost a bit of himself with it, and that's what happened with this person, he was my first serious relationship, he had long hair, had dreams of moving away from the city, had a lot of remorse and hidden anger towards people from his past, was a bit rough in bed (I enjoyed it tho lol), and felt like a very lonely person, also he had a bit of a habit of disappearing, when he broke up with me he wanted to stay friends but then disappeared completely, and I didn't feel like myself when I was with him, so I guess it was for the best that it didn't last. I then had a chance of a "fourth route" with someone like Noiz, someone with a lot of piercings, short somewhat spiky hair, had some issues with feeling his feelings to the point of resorting to rather strong drugs, but he was a bit evasive and didn't seem interested in me so nothing happened, and I didn't like Noiz's route to begin with. My favorite routes from the game are Koujaku's and Ren's. And recently you could say I started my "next route" with someone like Koujaku, literally a friend of mine that I've known for more than a decade, long hair with short segments, extremely social, you'd think he messes around but is actually serious about his relationships, and has a decent amount of tattoos (not related to a dark history tho, he just likes tattoos haha), we just recently started trying to be more than friends and we haven't seen eachother in person since then, I feel like when we do see each other in person I'll feel like Aoba when he was rather awkward starting intimacy with Koujaku for the first time, it is rather shocking to just change the dynamic, regardless of having some sexual tension with him in the past lol. Life is crazy yall, I feel like I'm in a dating sim hahaha, but I do take it seriously btw, I'm not deluding myself or anything, I just find the similarities quite interesting. I do not really see myself as Aoba btw, or maybe I'm in denial and I'm more similar to him than I think, idk hahaha. I just hope this "route" goes well uwu