Im glad pretty much everyone else is on the same page abt the side story being unnecessary lol. Doyun and taehans main story was so much lighter and fluffier that it feels like the side story should have just been a whole other main story on its own away from the sweet fluff that was taehan and doyun.
In my opinion, I think the fact that the story goes on with so much drama for so long without telling us even a smidge of her reasonings for a lot of her “cruel” (quotes because I have no idea if she really meant to do those cruel things and what she was thinking when doing those things??) decisions kinda tires me out as a reader. Like, i can only be kept in the dark and confused as all hell for so long before the main characters antics get exhausting to see lol. But if I at least knew the story or motive behind her actions around the political space, i wouldn’t be tired of seeing the drama that comes from her actions.
The teacher dude is so goddamn annoying and manipulative/entitled why is he so involved in her life, it doesn’t even seem like he cares about her as a genuine concerned friend. Like, he doesn’t seem to wish the best for her, it just seems like he wants an option around and someone to admire him, someone who will be obedient to him, and someone he knows he has influence over. First, he finds her in her college days rebelling and tells on her to her parents, ultimately pushing her towards the path HE wants her to take with no regard for what SHE wants. Sure, what she did when rebelling was dangerous (running away from home etc) however, him pushing her towards a path she clearly isn’t happy with was his biggest mistake towards her. Then, he acts like he has the right to know everything abt her even when their relationship honestly doesn’t even seem that deep or meaningful if im gonna be honest. From my understanding, they’re just in a sunbae-hoobae (not sure if thts right but smthing like that) relationship where he has all the influence ovr her due to his seniority. Anyways, yeah she’s an adult and was an adult back in her college days, she could’ve stood her ground and should stand her ground now, im just annoyed with him bcuz you would never find me putting up with his bullshit, senior or not, friend or not, my short temper could never
Im on ch 23 when they’re talking about her style and whatnot, and i just wanna say, I think she would look so cute if she sported a punk pop style! From the snippets of her life we’ve seen so far and her personality i think it would ironically match her personality more. Plus her short hair would look so cute with that style!
Real talk tho, how easily do ppl actually blush when talking to physically good-looking ppl? I rarely ever blush and when I talk to extremely gorgeous ppl I’ve never blushed just from talking to them?? At most I just think to myself “oh wow this person is gorgeous” and just move on with my day. But this is coming from someone who never blushes/feels their face heat up unless they’re in an extremely embarrassing situation. So maybe its different for others who turn red easily.
To be fair asf, what is she even supposed to do at this point? Like, the damage has been done. I wish she had the ability to take away someone’s love for her like literally rip their “heart” out. To make it easier on him at least idk. But still, sure, she had kind of pulled them around when they were younger (iirc?) but at this point in time she has made herself abundantly clear that she’s not looking for anything and is not romantically available. Would it have been better for everyone if she had completely cut them off despite their begging? Like ripping a bandage off? Maybeee but i honestly don’t know what she can do to “help them” move on from her. (Not that that’s really her responsibility imo)
Dude is like a friggin piece of dirt stuck under her nails istg someone burn his whole character to make it as if he never even existed in the archives. Fck this dude, he’s not even a second male lead more like the actual villain in the whole story. I feel disgusted that I found his design cute before it was revealed that he’s somehow involved in all her suffering.
Hold up, how is she still 17? I feel like everything thats happened so far has to have taken at least 3 years??? Unless the story started when she was like 14/15? I honestly can’t recall but for sure every movie, series, reality show, interview, training camp, and etc. that she’s participated in has to have taken her a minimum of 2 years to complete right? I’m not in showbiz but don’t most films require at least a couple of months of production and filming before the actors are “done” with their jobs? And if i recall correctly, she’s been in multiple significant big-hit films/series and a few other misc. roles as a loveme member.
I thought she remembered both her first and second lives completely?? Or does she only remember little blips between moments in her first life and the same is the case with her second life? And those blips she can recall are just the most “memorable” memories for her? I think im just confused on if this recent chapter is alluding to a twist where she has missing memories that were too traumatic to cope with so the “priest” sealed them away for her own sake and shes now coming to a realization that even she herself doesnt have the full story and truth of her first two lives?
Im kinda confused abt the sister and her king husband. Didnt he turn out to be a lying cheater?? I thought he treated the sister like shit once his identity was revealed? And that they weren’t on good terms (something abt him not letting the sister see her son?).
Hmm why do I feel like Herman will ultimately be the one who fucks things up the moment Anita makes the decision to let go of her revenge? Or at least pull her punch at the last second due to her guilt (as stated by her witch family). They might be setting it up so that Herman is the one who we should be looking out for rather than Anita. Since he is the one who is willingly doing every act of treason/betrayal for Anita when he has no driving reason to other than his “love and obsession” over her. For Anita, she wasn’t originally as twisted as she is now, whereas for Herman he is originally this twisted person and as far as we know there shouldn’t have been any traumatic or drastic reason for him to want to “punish the world” alongside Anita other than him falling in love with her.
Yeah but why is the dynamic between her and rebecca kinda cute? They could totally spin the story off in a different direction with those two and I wouldnt be mad
The absolute patience Madelyn had for that dude istg I would be saying some snarky ass shit and get myself shot cause of that. I’d be so pissed to have a gun pointed towards me not once, but TWICE by the dude I saved. Gawddd i’d have given him the nastiest look ever too.
Im very confused on the dynamic between them. Mostly because I don’t understand her actions so far. I can connect the dots between his actions and reasons (with the whole “im not good enough for her” shpeel) but for her, im so lost. Does she know that she kind of confessed when she was drunk and crying at his place? Is she just pretending not to know? Is she playing games now or is she waiting for him to say he loves her? Does she still hate the idea of being with him because he’s loose but loves him anyway? What the hell does she want? So far, she’s coming off as almost immature with how she can’t seem to just distance herself from him or the bar despite telling herself he’s no good for her (or at least she has that idea that hes no good for her). Like, she just cant seem to make up her mind. Im not defending the dude at all tho, he’s got a range of issues himself that i wont go into, but I would just think that she would be more mature about the whole situation than him and be able to keep things clear with him with what we’ve seen from her character so far.
I mean to be fair as fuck, if I caught a dude (one I thought of as a friend and didnt have any romantic connection or interest with) sniffing my clothes like that behind my back, it would be creepy especially if its something like my gym clothes, ik that shit stanky asf. You gotta be a freaky ah to do that. Still, it doesnt justify bullying, however I would NOT associate with that dude anymore after that. It’s understandable why the mc probably “froze” and became a bystander.
Nah i wouldn’t have the strength to treat that dude from his college days like normal after that. He was absolutely crossing boundaries with his complex especially for someone who is basically like a stranger. Maybe i could find it in me to forgive him one day, but after that im never gonna want you around me or in my life. If I was yui I wouldn’t have the strength to treat him kindly after he grabbed her whole mouth and face like that. As if the first offense wasn’t already enough to call the police on you, yo disrespectful ass gonna put your hands in my face like that and expect me to forgive you because you have mommy issues that i have no clue about? And on top of that youre still gonna cuss me out and insult me over the phone? There ain’t gonna no friendship and kindness wins all after all that.
She’s such a go-getter and I absolutely love how bold and straightforward she’s being in regards to their relationship and where she wants to take it. One of the rare mc’s who actively goes out of their way to communicate with the person she loves.
Okay when does she snap out of this manipulative loop? Just started reading and i can’t stand this blonde guy. Is there some sort of enlightenment arc coming up for her soon? Or are we gonna keep going around in circles with the same sus events happening with mikhael but rose just keeps getting manipulated back deeper into his mind games for another 30 chapters? Reading the pov of a naive little girl who paints red flags green is stressing me out lmao.
Edit: alright apparently the blonde dude is the ml. No thanks, im out. I thought the black haired dude was gonna be the ml or someone else was gonna show up later but guess not.