
With the new updates coming out soon, I decided to reread this… but after every chapter I have to take a deep breath before continuing. No other story has made me this uncomfortable, disgusted, or depressed. However it’s also deeply original, well written, and addictive. So I’m wading into slowing. I gotta take my time to mentally prepare myself. The first time I read this it scarred me, and I’d think about it randomly late at night and get all sad and stuff. Let’s see if I’m grown up enough to handle it now because I really want to see how it ends.

I don’t understand the level of criticism this story is getting. I do think it dragged a bit, but jeez the story and the characters are great. Lee Nan was obsessed with Yi-yeon, it was was written as a cute unrequited love and really reels you in. Yi-yeon was very clear about his boundaries in the beginning. But after Lee Nan quit, you finally got to see how deeply obsessed he was. But because this author loves a twisted plot, once Lee Nan finally moved in, the author flips it and reverse it on us. I’m personally obsessed and willing to fist fight people in defense of this story. Yes the characters are trash, but I’m also trash soooooo…
Also I’m partially invested purely for the older brother. That man is a god.

It’s so irrational and chaotic! I don’t know what it says about me but I loved it. Like a dog to it’s vomit, I come back to this story! I always read it when I come across it and idk what that says about me…

Don't worry, you're only human. This is my favourite manga, always has been, always will be. I don't condone cheating at all, but sometimes in life, you can't help who you fall in love with. Even if hurts other people, hearts are not that simple, they're complicated and make you do things you thought you'd never do. So it says nothing about you or me or anyone who loves this manga. We're not bad people, we're only human.
This deserves a higher rating because the world needs more wholesome middle aged love.