
I feel so sad about the rejection I received from the job interview.
Even though I tell to myself that it is alright because I tried my best, I still can't stop crying and think. (︶︿︶)

Hey, we’ve all been there. There’s nothing wrong with taking some time to wallow in your misery. Rejection hurts no matter what. Maybe do something nice for yourself because your effort deserves to be rewarded. And when it starts hurting just a little less, push yourself to get back into the swing of things. It’s definitely not easy, but I think you can do it!
Also side note I think something often overlooked in job hunting is that compatibility goes both ways. Sometimes it’s not you who is unfit for the company, but a company realizes they are not a good fit for you.

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.” -Marilyn Monroe
ofc that happpened for a reason,there must be sth much more better for u in the future so just keep going.I believe in you <3 Dont ever give up.

hey- dont think "I will do better next time"- the next ones (the people who do the interwiew) will do better!
also maybe it was a good thing, it could be that it just didnt fit- I mean imagine- you got the job, and then it turns out its terrible as fuck- like bully co-workers, or there is somethng else. its terrible to do a job and you dont want to go every fucking single day.
you are good like you are- and the ones who want you, will get great employye :)

thats the spirit!!!!
I also has a job... I thought it never would suits me (some kind of secretary) but I 'grew' into it. I have the best (lol almost everytime^^) co-workers you can have. even though I still have my difficulties (bec this job/work is really not my talent) my boss values me (if not, they would have fired me long ago). I have my difficulties but I also 'sparkle' lol
with other sides of me. (so strange to talk good about myself).
also if you think you have weak spots about yourself.... for example beeing shy- imagine another person is shy- what do you think about the person? do you dislike this? if yes- ok, work on yourself not to be shy anymore. but if you like it somehow, maybe thinking its cute.... why is the other person good and you not? hope you get what I mean. people with low-self-eestem tend to be more mean to themself.
sorry if I wrote to much. but your topic touched me bec I know/knew it very well

can you give me yaoi manga that will make me feel excited and have goosebumps

Idk what things make you excited but I can list a few that made me excited
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/tiger_x_crane/
Solo leveling
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/tower_into_the_clouds/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_beginning_after_the_end/?av=1
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_new_gate/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yuki_to_matsu/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/wake_up_deadman/

Can you recommend a manga any genre which show intense love or obsession. Thank you

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dear_crazy_monster/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/uruwashiki_shuen/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kyuuso_ha_cheese_no_yume_omiru/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sojou_no_koi_wa_nido_haneru/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hogu_hagyeongsu/?av=2
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/goodbye_harlequin/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yandere_hitotsu_yane_no_shita/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/deichuu_no_hasu/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/an_uncomfortable_truth/
here’s the obsession tag
http://www.mangago.zone/tag/Obsession%20/?page=1
Why I do feel empty inside.