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On their way to the Pedelian estate, Roxana steps out of the carriage for a moment. The Pedelian knights were surprised to see her come outside all of a sudden, but before they could do anything, Roxana fell down onto the snow, like a lifeless body.

Cassis, who was leading the group of knights, dismounted his horse after he heard the ruckus. When he saw Roxana on the ground, he immediately ran after her and held her body. To him, Roxana's body was almost lifeless, she was nearing death's door. Her body was exuding a very poisonous air, and it was so intense that only Cassis can withstand the poisonous effects, so he warned his knights to stay away from them. He remembered healing Roxana five minutes ago before they headed for Pedelian. He thought Roxana's condition would stay stable for a while but didn't expect her to collapse so quickly. It meant that she was still very weak and Cassis became desperate to save her Σ(っ°Д °;)っ

As we all know, Cassis has healing abilities which grow stronger depending on the intensity of body contact or skinship. And one of the best ways to heal a nearly-dead person from dying is by kissing them on their lips. So without worrying about the place and the people around them, he kissed Roxana right then and there, and moved inside the carriage as he carried Roxana while still kissing her lips. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ (▰˘◡˘▰)

The Pedelian knights were shocked to see their young master care for Roxana to this extent. It was at this moment that the Pedelians confirmed what position Roxana holds among the Pedelians. To Cassis and the Pedelians, Roxana was not a hostage, but a VIP. (≧∀≦)

Well, that's all for spoilers. Moments like these really make me love this pair more and more.

This is what Cassis told Roxana after he "kidnaps" her from the Agriches.

So it happens during the Agriche Downfall arc. Roxana fainted due to blood loss and excess poison flowing through her blood while the Agriche mansion was surrounded by flames. She used the abilities of the poison butterflies too much, and it affected her body a lot. She was walking away from Agriche because she didn't want to stay there anymore.

According to Cassis, Roxana's expression looked like a person who was "looking for a place to die". And that really shocked Cassis, so he became even more determined to take Roxana with him and take care of her in Pedelian.

Roxana, in response, told Cassis that such things were normal for her. As the master of the poison butterflies, her body would not be able to last any longer, and once she dies, her butterflies will feed on her flesh until nothing is left of her. Cassis then kneeled in front of Roxana and told her that if she is going to die anyway, then she should give the remaining time of her life to him. He wanted her to be by his side until her life ends. （/TДT)/

Roxana said that she is fine with any place as long as it's not Agriche, so she more or less agreed to live with Cassis in Pedelian. Cassis holds her hand and kisses it, as if to honor his oath. Roxana said that Cassis's eyes had a dark glow to it when he did that (Cassis borderline Yandere/Possessive moment?) (▰˘◡˘▰)

I will continue with pt. 2 in a separate comment.

i found spoilers!! it gets hella messy.
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credits to Musiciati on novel spoilers
The Duchess is the one who gave the medicine that showed fake pregnancy symptoms and so FL thought she was and didn't know how the ML would feel, but she felt anxious and happy.
So, when ML finds out that FL is pregnant, he suspects FL infidelity and rants at FL. (This is because ML knew he couldn’t have kids because of lineage reasons or something and only he and the duchess know)
Apparently, the workers knew she wasn't pregnant, but kept gaslighting her by giving her baby shoes as gifts too.
The fake/quack doctor ran away and a new doctor revealed the conspiracy and that shocked FL, since she's been thinking of how she would decorate the room for the baby.
FL then decides to leave ML, and she didn't want to commit suicide and die because then she would switch bodies to the ML and instead decides to travel far instead of trying to die.
FL tried to leave without a word, but ML tries to stop her and then FL shows him how the body switching works and after seeing how the key is suicide, his mentality is shattered and didn't stop FL from leaving.
After FL left, he became more conscious and appears in front of FL and says that the divorce adjustment period is necessary and asked for a 3 month grace period.
So the ML and FL spend time together for the 3 months and get to know/understand each other more
The ML believes that FL will be happy if she has no confidence? He decides to commit suicide after the 3 months and leave FL with all his assets as a legacy.
After ML's death, the FL is set to be remarried? and the priority is to reinstate the royal family. ML finds out he is still alive. FL is back and is being dictated by the Prince and something about marriage (idk the translation was rough).
FL has a remarriage plan by snatching her own doctor?
Since FL hasn't divorced ML, ML asks her to reconsider the divorce.
FL says she felt like she would die because she hated divorce and the ML accepts the FL proposal.
The Kanik clan has some sort of 'god-given opportunity' or magic that is the reason behind the changing of bodies with each other and clear up any misunderstandings. It also a characteristic that descends from the lineage of the male lords, and there is a certain phenomenon that occurs only with companions when special conditions are satisfied, so maybe that's why they can have children later.

People saying it is getting boring lol... This is actually the calm before the storm... The saddest arc is coming soon. Soooo many shit gonna happen unless mangaka still divert from the novel

Big spoiler I pressed the show spoiler warning but idk if it works so I’m just gonna write it down just in case, this is a spoiler for those who are super eager to know what exactly might happen and don’t wanna wait. For me it helps me ease down when I read spoilers and wait a bit more patiently for the translations, especially in this case cause updates are extremely slow, if you feel the same, you can read this at your discretion since it is kinda long lol



So the baby daddy is obviously matael. He finds out by putting two and two together, and confronts the bunny about it. The thing is, both of them don’t know who the father is lol. He asks who the father is and if the baby is his but Bunny is still trying to figure out who the daddy is, he thinks it’s the duke and let’s matael know that he slept with some else that night so no one is sure whose baby it is but matael doesn’t care. (Matael thinks he was already pregnant before sleeping with him that night, in bunnnys head he slept with one person but matael thinks he slept with two and he was the one who slept with him after) He’s grown obsessed with the bunny, he’s liked him ever since they were young and his desire for him only grew and he doesn’t even care if the baby is his or not, all he wants is the bunny for himself. I think he tells him that he doesn’t have a choice, he’s going to be with him and that he’s not planning to ever let go off him no matter what he says. He knows he’s around 4 months pregnant, and slept with him around that time too so he’s just planning to claim the baby is his either way. Also, the serial killer is the duke (brown hair) and he also is obsessed with the bunny. Lol the bunny is pimping. Anyways, he’s been going around killing people that look like the bunny cause of his obsession and he’s been practicing in peeling of their skin and preserving it so that he can do the same to the bunny and keep his beauty on his wall forever. He kidnaps the bunny and the bunny asks him if they slept together that night 4 months ago, cause all he remembers is the duke giving him a drink which he spiked, and telling him to wait outside. But when he waited outside he went with matael in his red wig instead which is why he was so pissed and probably went on a killing streak. The bunny finally comes to realization that he indeed did not sleep with the duke but with matael that night and that the baby daddy is matael and he felt relieved. More is happening but I’ll let you guys wait for that, I found the raws through the comments here so idk lol

FOUND THIS COMMENT HERE IN MANGAGO. JUST REPOSTING IT BECAUSE I CAN SEE ALOT OF HATES TOWARDS THE FATHER.
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His backstory is that since he was young he was very strong and takes the Knight Commander’s title when he was young and all.
The emperor is very greedy and he wanted to use Regis (The father’s name). one time the emperor will ask him to share a drink with him, Regis was underage but couldn’t really refuse the emperor so they had a drink and when Regis was drunk the emperor will ask him for a favor and Regis just says yes because he can't refuse him and unknowingly when he said ‘yes’ he was actually swearing an oath that he couldn’t break unwillingly. When Regis found out it was too late. the truth behind the oath was the emperor’s ring. with the permission of a side, they can’t disobey the ruler of the ring. the ring only obeyed a person with the most mana, that’s why the emperor killed most of the magicians and wizards and collected their mana so he can be the person with most mana, that’s the reason that there is no tower of magicians and there’s not much wizards. so the emperor got Regis’s permission when Regis was careless and after that when he gave a order with the ring, Regis couldn’t disobey it.
Emperor used Regis to kill all his enemies and people he wanted dead.
So later when Regis succeeded the Duke’s title from his father, he went in political marriage with our MC Juvel (a nickname for juvellian)’s mother. The mother’s name was Amelia. so after Juvel’s birth, Regis was busy most of the time and didn’t even come back home at the nights. because of that the mother, Amelia was depressed and thought Regis is cheating on her and doesn’t want her and they’re daughter anymore. which was not true at all, whenever Regis was home he played with Juvel and spoiled her. they were really sweet. there was actually a reason that he wasn’t home most of the time at nights. The Floyen dukes had some responsibility to check a sealed place from time to time, the first emperor of +100 years ago was sealed there. so regis will go to check to make sure that everything is sealed and realized that someone is there, and it’s actually the sealed emperor, Phanphil (which had a backstory of his own). he was immortal or something because of magic? and he wasn’t physically there because he was sealed. but he tried to manipulate Regis to break his seal but Regis refused. but regis just couldn’t leave it alone because it could manipulate other to break his seal and so regis went to check on Phanphil every night, or from time to time(?). the other reason that regis wasn’t home often was because the emperor would use the ring on him and order him to kill enemies for him. anyway because of this Amelia thought he’s cheating and they argues from time to time. some times Regis would come after he was used by the ring, and amelia would sense that something is different about him. there is one time that emperor orders Regis to bring his weakness to him and Regis’s weakness is his daughter, Juvellian. so his body moves on its own and he goes to the duchy to take juvellian to the emperor. the emperor wanted to threaten Regis with his weakness. The emperor had some inferiority complexes and despised Regis. Amelia senses something strange and tells Juvellian to hide. And when regis comes for juvel she senses that there is something wrong with him and stops him and asks who he is, when they start arguing Juvel comes out from the place she was hiding and goes to call for servants to stop her fighting parents. but the servants ignore her and something seemed wrong. when she goes back she sees her mother’s dead body and amelia’s last words were that she shouldn’t be scared she also sees Regis soaked with blood and some servants dead bodies there. and Regis starts crying very very sadly and horribly. the small juvel thinks that her father killed her mother, and is horrified of him. on her mother’s funeral when she sees Regis she immediately screams in fear and faints and after that this happened whenever she met him. Regis can’t bear hurting her so he goes to phanphil and says that if phanphil erases Juvellian’s memory with magic he will open half of his seal. so just like that phanphil erases juvel’s memories and juvellian has no memories of her early childhood. Phanphil’s seal is not still completely open so he still can’t have a physical figure. after that Regis avoids Juvellian because he doesn’t want to hurt her. but he always loved her and wanted her happiness. the reason regis didn’t show up on her party in 1st timeline was because that day he was being controlled by the ring of the emperor. when Juvellian suddenly is lovers with Mikhail (the trash ex boyfriend of mc and original male lead of the novel) the only reason Regis was nice to him and favored him was because he was juvel’s lover and he wanted her to be happy. when Juvel was accused of poisoning the princess, of course Regis without hesitation knew that she wouldn’t do such a thing and that the emperor sill use this chance to get rid of his daughter, so he took him to the prison because it was a safe place for her and even gave her one of his greatest swords that had magic which would protect her. after that he begged his disciple, the crown prince and the ML, Max to go and protect her daughter. he was always neutral to the succession of the throne and didn’t agree to rebel with the crown prince for the throne. but because of his daughter, he promised max that he would rebel with him and help him in the succession of the throne if her saves his daughter. that’s the reason max visited juvel on the prison that day, but juvel who misunderstood everything killed herself.
after that Regis went crazy and killed everyone and destroyed everything, the emperor tried to use the ring on him to stop him but because his mental state was crazy it didn’t work on regis and he killed him too. later it showed how Regis looked at the crown and said that it doesn’t mean anything if it’s not Juvellian who is wearing it.
when later juvellian remembered her memories, she understood that it wasn’t her father who killed her mother, but it was the servants that were actually assassins from the emperor. that’s why they ignored her when she asked for their help.
so in current timeline, Regis gets a nightmare of the 1st timeline and remembers what happened then.
it was really sad that Juvellian had so many misunderstandings about him when he only wanted her happiness.
some sad stuff are that, Regis always thought about her and even referred to her by her nickname ‘juvel’ or ‘my juvel’ in his heart, he also stalked her sometimes.
the reason she went to look for marriage candidates after hearing her type, was that he misunderstood that juvel wants marriage and he wanted her happiness so he was looking for best people.
so fortunately this time their relationship slowly heals and juvel will get her memories in somewhere in

Spoilers...






Okay so this story has a lot of plot twists and unexpected truths so i’m going to try and explain it the best I can for y’all~

1-The reason the mc family died in her first life and a huge plot twist-
The MC is a kidnapped princess from another kingdom. Her “family” took her away so they could start a rebellion against the imperial family and have their family be the most powerful. The MC was set up to marry her “brother” so he would become emperor and she would become empress and their family would hold lots of power. Her whole “family” and their allies know about the planned rebellion except her. Her “family” got caught and than were eventually murdered because they didn’t follow the laws.
2-Why liche hates the MC-
Liche is in love with her “brother” but her brother is in love with the Mc so it’s just petty jealousy.
3-Why tory was killed in her past life-
Tory was a spy and was going to hurt the emperor so she was murdered.
4-Plot twist-
The MC is going to die again!!! The mc is going to keep on dying over and over again until she figures out the truth about her family and about herself.
5-The emperor and the mc are endgame and from what i’ve heard they have a daughter. The emperor isn’t that bad of a guy he killed the mc “family” and tory with good reasoning.

So I read novel spoilers and I want to clear things up



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SPOILERS AHEAD


So haron isn't bad or evil, he behaves a little strange because he also came back from the past. He was so sad that violet killed herself so he wanted to fix things.
Their engagement party fails because it's violets birthday and Shannon tries to kill herself. She doesn't die but she and violet are in a coma for some weeks. Duke, Russel and Irene now knows that violet is dahye. OG violet is transported to og dahye body. So she become dahye and Shannon becomes her regains her body. Apparently she, her soul was just sleeping while og violet was in Shannon's body.
At the end haron and dahye are getting married.
The Duke and Shannon are on better terms, I even think they have a relationship.
Irene and Russell are also on better terms.
And og violet is in modern day Korea and meets a men who awfully looks like Duke erhard with his sister who looks like Irene in a wheelchair. They also fall in love.
Only Russell didn't get anyone.
P.s. French chapters 56 is out

Since I wrote this as a reply to a comment, might as well share for others. How did it get this long? Σ( ￣□￣||) HUGE SPOILER (READ AT OWN RISK!):










So basically this is a story about reincarnation. Long ago there are 3 Children of God (children who are loved and blessed by God). 1st child who killed his lover. 2nd child who killed her son. 3rd child who killed his parents. Because of their sin, all 3 were cursed by God to reincarnate with dark mana (or dark magic within) and remember their past lives. Once they remember their lives, they will repeat their sins. 1st child will fall in love, remember his lover and kill his lover again. 2nd child will love her child, remember her past and kill her child. 3rd will do the same for his parents. They repeat countless reincarnation like this, basically living in torment for their guilt by killing their loved ones. As you can guess, the 2nd child is our MC Aisha (I think she's the great saintess from 500 years ago who was said will be reborn again), and Abel is the soul of her child she will end up killing if she ever remembers her past due to the curse. The medication MC is taking (as seen in the webtoon) is given to suppress her power and memory so she wouldn't remember. The one supplying this medication is a priest from the temple name Mikhail/Michael (?), who is the 1st cursed child of God. And as may suspect, our MC is his past lover. Michael is planning to kill MC before he falls in love with her again so that he won't suffer the pain of killing a loved one again. The reason why MC killed her child long ago was bcuz her child was in pain/sick and she couldn't help bear to watch him suffer, so to end her child's pain, she killed him. As for the 1st child of God, he himself couldn't remember why he killed his own lover. The 3rd child of God however, watching the 2 suffer from their sins, he tried to break the curse by killing the God himself but he didn't succeed (and ended up getting cursed too, with killing a parent curse). The 3rd child of God was the most favoured and he has the power to Procreate/Create life, so he ended up creating the world for the 2 other child of God hoping for them to break the curse so they all can be free (so basically the 3rd child is the author of the book MC read).


Our poor MC will start stopping taking her medication and that's when her power and memory slowly coming back (she had both black magic and white magic in her body). That's when she realize that she will end up killing Abel if this goes on. She will want to break their engagement and ask ML to kill her bcuz she couldn't kill herself as the curse will rebound any effort of self mutilation. Oh and also she was Janes (in her past life before she dies and got reincarnated and transmigrated into current body, Aisha), the person who guided ML to save the then orphaned Abel. MC as Janes, pleaded to ML to take good care of Abel and for him to promise her to kill anyone who will come to him in the future saying that they remembered their past lives. And ML promised Janes.


And in the current timeline, after MC remembers this, she asks ML to uphold that promise. ML is totally livid and their conversation is so heart breaking. ML refused, but MC said that with the curse she won't be able to stop herself from killing Abel, and she kept apologizing to ML for dragging him into this mess of a fate. She also said that now she had black magic, she could even control ML's mind (as black magic can brainwash people) if she wants (kind of hinting she might command him to kill her using that method if he continues to refuse), but ML kept refusing and hoping they find a way to break the curse together. ╥﹏╥

Anyway, since the spoiler is incomplete and I don't have all the details, some things happened and it's happy ending! They managed to break the curse and finally all three children of God can live in peace. MC and ML got to have their happy ending with Abel, creating a happy family.

Good day, Suujin here!

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