
so basically for anyone confused in this story
• If you die at the time that god wants you to die then you’re free (coz everyone is born sinners and their lives on earth are a way of them to atone ig)
• If you die before you’re actually fated to die, god or anastasio the apostle of god sees it as a mistake and you’re allowed to repeat your life and have your memory of that life wiped, you’re also given one wish
• If you kill yourself, basically defying gods will, you’re forced to repeat your life but you have to keep all of your memories (which i can see being a punishment coz someone will only kill themself if their life is really bad and being forced to repeat that really bad life is a punishment in itself)

we also now know that ines current life is actually her 4th life not 3rd. She had a life where she was with carcel before the life she was with oscar but she can’t remember that life because she probably died before her fated time so she was allowed to repeat her life thus leading to her life with oscar.

ALSO ALSO anastasio the apostle has appeared in the story i think it was in chapter 95 he was the guy with the long hair ines recognised and confronted on the street and when she confronted him she saw flashbacks from all her past lives when he was there (1st life - he was a priest praying for her on her deathbed. 2nd life - he was executed for being a protestant priest i think. 3rd life - he was the priest that officiated ines and emilianos wedding. 4th life - ines saw him on the street)

Yeah, but I think he killed himself before Ines had a chance to die which is why neither her nor Carsel remembers the first life and would make sense as to why he chose Ines. Oscar from what we know seems to be really jealous of Carsel including his marriage to Ines and it would make sense why they didn't remember the previous life like Oscar seems to bang on about because they never even died to make a wish just like everyone other person in the manga. So Oscar is infatuated with Ines and Jealous of Carsel, Carsel and Ines get married and his jealousy is further heightened, then somewhere along the line Oscar probably starts falling in the eyes of the nobles and Carsel continues to rise as with his perfect marriage further drowning Oscar and then he takes his own life. Which I think would fit into the nnarrative quite well.

Been avoiding this for years because i’m too much of a crybaby when it comes to tragedy and idk what made me decide to read it today but i knew how it would end because i’ve seen spoilers so i didn’t expect to cry or be super sad but i did and now i’m sad and i feel kinda empty like ik they’re just drawings and characters from a story but their stories came from somewhere and they deserve better
muyeol is so fine
Crap I meant to upvote