
I can't believe how well the author managed to make me like MC and Garon (ML) being together by the end despite how awful Garon had been for most of the story. He doesn't entirely redeem himself necessarily, but you feel his utter devotion to the MC. He would rather die himself than do something that would harm the MC by the middle/end of the novel. He’s crazy about the MC in a way that is almost scary… he would feed the MC his flesh if the MC asked him to—this isn’t me exaggerating, he literally tries to. The MC feels guilt and anguishes about his mother’s death and the circumstances of how he knows Garon, but… I can’t explain it. You just like them together by the end. It’s a helpless kind of love, even after separation they’re the only ones for each other. Garon wants MC to change him and MC really is. He thinks endlessly about the name he wants to give MC. He finds an old painting the MC’s late father painted despite how unpopular the MC‘s father’s paintings actually were and gifts it to the MC without ever making a big deal about it—the painting is just there one day. He wears down the cheap pipe the MC gives him by using it everyday and taking it everywhere. He gives his life up just to be with the MC.
About Raon (second ML)… I’ll say, yes, he does force himself on the MC (never going all the way—though I think he would have if it weren’t for his knowledge of the poison) and actually has a covetous, perverted way of thinking and speaking, but really that’s not the worst thing about him. Personally, the fact that he knew the MC when he was 16 and was attracted to him is the creepiest part. He didn’t kill the MC’s mom, which I know some people thought he did.
Raon does get his time with the MC, so for people who like him you’ll get to see them in sexual situations (but they never go far since the MC can’t get hard with him and Raon knows about the poison) as well as living together for a month or so.
It’s very obvious before MC and Garon separate, though, that Garon is the one who loves MC more. Garon would let his love for the MC destroy him, but Raon wouldn’t. That’s what my main takeaway was from their different dynamics.
MC’s painter friend, Naro, lives by the end, btw. Garon brings him to MC long after MC thought he might be dead. Garon’s three guards all become more important in the special chapters since they look after the MC and make sure he’s okay (as well as one of them having a crush on Naro…).
I can answer any other questions anyone has :)
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And for everyone going yes he’s giving him a taste of his own medicine…by having sexual relations with him under the context of a taunt?? He’s in love with that man and wants to fuck. He never fell out of love in contrast with the ML who didn’t even know he was in love until the end of the last arc. There’s such a big difference so he’s never going to truly give him the “taste of his medicine”. I’m just not impressed because the uke’s actions are just so immature I can’t take him nor the development of this relationship seriously. He’s currently too self-sabotaging which again plot conveniences for the inevitable end game.
So again another point is that because the uke never fell out of love and he insists on suffering…how can you champion this as strength? This blind praise of him as strength when in real life I would honestly consider him a victim of his own actions. This isn’t strength. It is just nonsensical writing and and in real life this would have serious consequences.
2023-12-23 01:13 marked
2023-12-23 01:12 marked

“ Kwon Je-Hyuk that’s your karma. If you want to win our Yeonoh's heart again, you have to work hard”
Exec Director finally feeling regret.
It’s thrilling that the relationship dynamic between them has changed.
Yeon-oh finally giving back the same energy. No matter how much Executive Director Kwon heart flutters, Yeon-o wont stand it anymore~~~!!
The general consensus is that ppl are happy the author
made the smug seme be brought down a peg, it’s what he deserved ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
2023-12-23 01:11 marked

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But of course the author *had* to find some ways to keep them both interacting, right?
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Then euihyun arrives. At first he thought of him as just a pawn he can play around with as he's accustomed to doing but he realizes that it's different this time. He's genuinely beginning to have feelings for euihyun. He's not just attracted by pheromones, this isnt just because euihyun is an omega and he's an alpha. He genuinely has feelings for him. We see him get more jealous/possessive/clingy/needy to euihyun like a territorial animal (if you read enough omegaverses you'll usually see those feelings get heightened when feelings get involved). He realizes he doesn't just want him as a pawn, he genuinely wants HIM. This realization finally hits clear to him and for the first time in his life he has something to fight for, something to work towards and be hopeful for. And we can see how he's genuinely trying to work towards that. We can already see how he doesn't only see euihyun as an omega at his will anymore. But as someone he truly cares for and wants to make happy. And we need to remember he's young too. He was just a spoilt kid at the beginning of this but he's maturing and he really is trying to help and care for euihyun. Taeju's realistic in my eye. From someone who had no care in the world, just living life through their instincts (as an alpha) to someone who can see past all of that and willing to suppress those urges (i'm hoping you all realize that) and work on putting it second behind euihyun and his happiness.
I didn't expect to rant so much but I think his character is well written and his progression is realistic
2023-11-29 09:56 marked

What does the seme want actually? Till the very end when Yeonho gave back the pendrive to Jaehyuk, JH still insisted on not having any romantic/genuine feelings towards YN. To the point when YN requested him to say "I love you" one last time, JK responded "I'd be lying then. Do you still want me to say it?" Like he was dead set on not wanting a serious relationship till the very beginning upto that point.
But then suddenly he took a 180 turn the moment YN left just like he requested? Now he is stalking and intervening everywhere in YN's life, making unreasonable requests? Like leave him the fuck alone u creep
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I’m sure an actual plot-incident happening would’ve been a better way to incite a restarting of their relationship than making everything so easy and malleable for the ML.
Moreover, Jaehyuk not changing his ways has to change.
It’s not respectful. Like, my dude, have you no concept of consent???
It’s selfish to look into somebody like that to still have the upperhand.
Kksvsvzgahgshsh. Jwfwnzbmzk. Ugh.
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The seme never apologised or admitted that he cared for the uke, why did y’all expect Yeon-oh to suddenly fall in love and be so fucking grateful for the forced attention & money??
Yeon-oh is giving the seme a stark reminder of how and why their relationship started in the first place, and it’s well deserved.
2023-10-16 06:37 marked
Just finished reading the web novel for this