The Promise
Not me realizing I have a thing for naive, cute, cold, rational, and calculative, lil guinea pig. Fortunately, I value my life the most so I would go for the booknerd.
04/06/23
Binding The Dragon
Reading this story makes me remembered the time when I read ORV... the epilogues, specifically. An endless cycle of despair. Wishing for something that you know you cannot ever get, but still like a fool still hope for the fvcking impossible. Like maybe, the author will take pity on them. Let them be happy. Let them be free from from all the sh!tness of this world. They deserve it, they're suffered enough. At the end, it will leave you breathless... In ORV, it leaves me breathless from crying, sobbing... It's painful. With this, it's from anger (fvck them), and yes, I did cry. It stinks. Fudge I read to escape not to fvcking die from this .
Now, I know they truly love each other, I've seen it. I felt it, well maybe not that strong but I did felt it. Heck I even cry with and for them.It may be true but it doesn't mean it will last. Yan Yuan, I'm tired of being angry with you. You did suffer (I still think it's not enough, but whatevs). Let go... Xuan Long. Xuan Long, smile and be free. Two lifetime is enough. Let's not make another third, fourth, fifth...I read enough reincarnation story to know the this wasn't gonna work. The pain is too much to fix anything. So, give it up.
After all the tears I've cried.... In the end, it's still not possible I see. If it's gonna end like this, they shouldn't have meet at all. Once, should be enough for them to know when to stop. But, they truly, deeply, and miserably love each other. So, both of you please stop hurting (╯︵╰,)
Crowning My Feral Prince