
although I hate the father for doing this to his family, but I put all the blame to their mom (ch 3 page 6 explained everything)
1. She already knows her man even before they married, but still having kids despite this situation. if your husband abusive you, 99% he will abuse your kids too! It will be the best if she doesn't have a child.
2. She maybe a masochist but not with their children, the more she gets hits, the more she loves her husband, but the kids? Nope, they hurt and hate it.
3. She did nothing when her older son defending her, maybe because she is in pleasure from getting strangled. (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 She complaint about how his husband comes earlier from their son's match but not when his husband hits their child. wtf. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ my sister has children, but she never ever allowed his husband raises his voice when he is angry moreover hit their children, guess she will leaving him and bring her children with her.
Lastly, she just die like that? leaving her children without protection? fck! for god sake, she has a nice and rich brother, she can begging him to take custody of her children. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ I wonder if she loved her husband more than her children? or she just bear children for her husband enjoyment for hitting them? Σ(  ̄□ ̄||)

Why the uke reminds me of Taemin? funny and cute but sexy. Love it. (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
love this story, this is the first time reading a killer looks like nothing a killer should; gloomy, scary, creepy, dark. He is so fcking cutee.
I like their funny face too, sometimes like Shinchan, or Americans cartoon. haha.

You say I'm crazy
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
But when you call me baby
I know I'm not the only one
I have loved you for many years
Maybe I am just not enough
You've made me realize my deepest fear
By lying and tearing us up
This song plays in my mind while reading this. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

add these to your player while reading
Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts (Zhi Shu's current POV)
Evanescence - My Immortal (Zhi Shu's POV during those 10 long years)
Phill Collins - You'll be In My Heart (Dr.Ai's POV)
Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are (When Zhi Shu give Jiang a ring)
others Zhi Shu's POV BGM
Lea Michelle - I'll Run to You
Aerosmith - I don't wanna miss a thing
Avril Lavigne - Wish You were Here, When you're gone
and many more... I lost count of them
also these as a side dishes... all of below are from Japan tho
Supercell - MY DEAREST
Supercell (cov. by Kobasolo ft Sin) - Kimi no Shiranai Monogatari
One OK Rock - Wherever You Are
Back Number (cov. by Kobasolo) - Heroine
SMAP (cov. by Lefty Hand Cream) - Orenji
Shota Shimizu (cov. by Lefty Hand Cream) - My Boo, DREAM
Fukuyama Masaharu (cov. by Lefty Hand Cream) - Sakurazaka
Kobasolo ft Asako - Sayonara Smile
Greeeen - Kiseki, Love Song (AiUta), Aishi kimi e
Goose House - Egao no Hana
Motohiro Hata - Himawari no Yakusoku
Wacci - Kirameki
7!! - Orenji
Sukima Switch - Kanade
Little Buster OST by Jun Maeda - Song for Friends (instrumental ver)
Yuki Kajiura/Erementar Gelade OST - Shitsubou, Together with you
Yuki kajiura - My Long forgotten Cloistered Sleep, Sand Dream
And almost every one of CLANNAD OST

(● ̄(エ) ̄●) ? what the hell is happening?

(≧∀≦) you know what? This is because horror, so I don't want to reread it again from chapter 1. I dont like horror, cause it feels like it will haunt me. usually I ignore horror genre. but the dumb me read it without see the tag and after chapter 1 becoming curious to continue, but maybe I will read it again when I'm not alone and in 3 a.m in the morning. LMAO

Spoiler..,..,.........,.........
So the teacher is the rencarnation of a god that attracted men ( the dream he has in the first few pgs is a memory of that) had something to do with body dismemberment and was a god/demon of love or something like that. The god also helped wondering sprits out. So for that reason he gets constantly attecked cause he can't keep the powers in control and the spirits are bothering him for help. The main one is the teacher that fell of the Clif that he is subbing for. So what is happening is that their is a teacher going around killing women, dismembering them cause they are offerings for the god I'm a way and cause those women bullied a girl and got her killed. So now the spirits around him are some what warning him about it like the tree one mention how he stole an offering ( the body that was by his tree and that body was the teachers offering). It's also a big thing the killed teacher had a lot of amulets for him and that's also why the killer dismembered her cause she didn't realize he is also a demon that does that. I am bad at explaining but the story might make more sense if you read all the cahpera carefuly and one after another since they all have clues you might miss if you read them separately.
I have this manga book already, but without the extra. (● ̄(エ) ̄●) I like shiumi saki sensei work.