
This constantly made me want to puke.. like literally every chapter was painful and gutting I seriously am hurt but I couldn’t stop reading

Like Jesus Christ love isn’t supposed to hurt like this max baby STAND UP PLS IM BEGGING YOU STAND TF UP STOP DOING THIS TO YOURSELF STOP ASKING QUESTIONS YOU DONT WANT TO KNOW THE ANSWERS TO YOUR ONLY WEARING YOUR HEART ON UR SLEEVE BC IT HAS BEEN RIP TF OUT IM HURTING WITH YOU IM CRYING FOR YOU very pitiful
Honestly this is literally torture porn it’s continuous rape until chapter 29 and then when any semblance of romance or consensual intimacy occurs It happens for four chapters and by 35 then takes an absolutely horrific turn Shit is abhorrent this just 45 chapters of abuse and manipulation this isn’t just dark themes it’s absolutely twisted very much victim, shaming, blaming, and abuser apologist using abuse/victimhood as a romance material and plot device
I have severe ocd I’m a Completionist at my core and this was so hard to get through 45 chapters and no light or hope shit scrambled my brain