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babao November 13, 2024 8:28 am

Is it just a few of us who can actually deduce a cover's art style and if they were going to be degenerate or not? For some reason the moment I saw the cover's pov and rendering I had a gut feeling and instantly knew something was off.

But kidding aside, there's something horrifying, raw, and disgusting about this work. It's good in a way that /nothing/ was actually good, that everything was awful thematically and in a literary sense. Art style and pacing, however, it's short, crisp, and daunting. Kind of similar to watching a car crash right before your eyes, everything happens without a moment of breath. One moment the boy is having a conversation on introductions, the next he is coerced into penetrative sex. One moment he's in class, the next he is handed that after sex photograph. The story is wrong, immoral, and sickening. But all art is art, no matter what form it takes, and which mind it came from, and whose hands had made it. Art is simply art untiliy it is labeled within the boundaries of morality and law.

What I personally like in this work was how the boy never even was sweetened into the relationship, he was never comfortable, and never found himself falling into a Stockholm Syndrome like plenty rape-centric works in this site. The morbid curiosity of the boy at the start of the story, the predictive anxiety, the lack of autonomy with his own mind and within his family, and his social ineptness, he was the perfect victim to be a grown man's emotional and sexual punching bag. Honestly... plenty children, then and now, have always been susceptible to praise and affections, especially from older and more experienced people. Children from broken environments more so are weaker to praise and affection as they grow up. Considering the protagonist's home, he must feel completely dysfunctional and the curiosity to be with an older man turned into a desire for a romantic or physical relationship - as if to counter the terrible reality his mother is having a new lover, and how his mother seems to be passive with him. Caring, but somewhat passive (or maybe the story's narrative has been twisted by the boy's POV).

This work was probably made for fetish purposes, but I find it interesting that the 'fetish' was raw trauma and aggression, the power imbalance between an adult and a child, and the depiction of genuine fear and the numbing aftermath of how it paralyzes him to give in. The victim never wanted more, he just gave in because there was no better option and death was never the easy option yet either. I feel like these kinds of writing and storylines either come from actual predators or victims who have never healed from their own traumas and now they try to recreate and project their exact emotions into tangible forms (characters) because surely this isn't the only work of it's kind, there are much more out there.

That's just my two cents though.

    Na jieun November 13, 2024 12:21 pm

    Not probably. The author has rape and pedo fetishes

babao November 11, 2024 2:04 pm

Hoping to get a few answers, does the duke... you know, ever get it on with Abel/Fairy?

His face card is just absolutely serving I need to see him with Abel Really Close at least Once

    ayumu_420 November 11, 2024 2:13 pm

    Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . .
    On the free chapters of the novel, which is at volume 4 I guess, and I purchased a few chapters of volume 5 before and they haven’t seen each other yet. And I pretty sure you all realize it now that Abel is the duke’s ideal person.

    Issakamy November 11, 2024 2:24 pm
    Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . . Spoiler. . .On ... ayumu_420

    Such a dumb beaach. Dump of a duck has killed His Ideal person of ( ̄ε(# ̄)Σ

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babao October 28, 2024 1:52 pm

As the title goes. I'm looking for specific BLs with Miscarriage as a main arc or the main storyline itself.

I've read the ff.: Bye Bye, Terminus, LTIT

Omegaverse BL
Primarily Angst (can have comedy and other sub genres)
Miscarriage Arc must have an actual impact (makes uke depressed, seme regret arc, etc.)

Short story or long stories
Manga, Manhwa, Manhua
Novel
Any theme (historical, modern, fantasy, etc.)
Happy Ending or Sad Ending or Open/Ambiguous Ending
Any appearance for seme/uke

Cheating
Vintage artstyle

Thank you in advance!

babao October 27, 2024 6:11 am

Looking for some whump BLs similar to MacGuffin

Uke was from a highly abusive relationship/family
Uke was abused previously by Seme
Uke is suicidal/actively self harming
Uke May (Fully or Partially) or May Not Recover
Uke dies/comatose/etc.

Seme Regret and Chasing Arc
Helpless Seme (the more desperate and helpless the better)

Manga, Manhua, Manhwa
Any theme/setting (modern, historical, etc.)

Vintage Art style
Cheating between the main couple (arranged marriages with third parties are ok so long as it actually doesn't become endgame)

Thank you!

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