HELL NO!! I would just end up a serial killer, targeting all those fucken' alphas. Die you piece of trash!
I was literally in the exact same position as you 5 years ago. Art school worries, reading endless amounts of manga, wasting lots of time and then beating myself up for not being productive. I even had the same thoughts about my sexuality eventually deciding I was aromantic asexual and putting that to the side. Honest advice: don’t go to school ......
of course i enjoy it (▰˘◡˘▰). Since i'm beginner at drawing and my drawing really bad, but i really enjoy it so much. Sometimes it's really hard for me to practice because my study and part-time job. i'm really bad at drawing people/human, so i more like to draw anything else other than that.(￣∇￣")
Do you want to live in omega verse universe?