
I think Jaekyung's realistic. He's really just a crazy bastard, I've come to know people like that and it takes them years to understand how wrong and dysfunctional they were being. How disrespectful a d toxic they've been towards other people that cared for them. It's realistic for Jaekyung to struggle so much and keep being a cold-hearted piece of sht. Y'all are either lucky or delusional if you've never had to deal with such people.

I genuinely loved the read but... what am I supposed to learn from this? heavy angst that doesn't end up with overwhelmingly happy ending isn't my type.
I have to make a fanfiction of this where they're happy together. the amount of mental gymnastics needed

also why are people defending eunsung that much? you can empathize with him, root for him and still aknowledge that it's mostly all HIS fault. kinda like he died in ch. 1 as a punishment for being crazy. then he avenged himself by killing hyunwoo back in last chapter. it's supposed to be fucked up through and through and to be enjoyed that way.
surprisingly, the sex scenes weren't hot at all given how miserable they both are. it's all so delusional but the pacing and art were so good. it's the kind of fucked up I wish would only exist in fiction and yet... this sht's only fascinating when not real, in real life it's fcking terrifying.

For me I blame both of them but the uke more. Come on he lead Eunsung even though he knew he wasn’t really stable just to satisfy his loneliness or some shit. He wouldn’t seat and talk to Eunsung but constantly lie to him and lead him on by saying "you are the only one for me" and what not while going behind his back to see his ex. Eunsung tried his best to understand him and not doubt him but he just straight up lying and talking shit behind his back. Not once he tried to assure him or seat and talk genuinely. If he never wanted to be with "homo", he sould have not lead high schooler like this.
I want that ass too☹ unfortunately nanjo-ssi's fictional☹