How much yall want to bet that bastard is going to get away with kidnapping and attempted rape like in most BL?
THIRST IS FINALLY BACK..
I've been waiting for YEEEAAARSSSS
Too bad the first face I see is that bitch ass uncle..... But at least there will be more chapters
Everyone's talking about how cute this was, and for the most part it's fine, but I don't like how the uke knows that seme is putting effort and is trying to make their relationship work yet he was CONSTANTLY telling seme he's not his type and he'll have to be 10yrs older to be. Thats wild. Uke later on changes what he said and says seme is his type but hes still gonna "train him to his liking" and "raise" him to mature more into his type. Wtf.
As I said, the rest of the story is all cupckaes and rainbows, but the shit that the uke says and does sometimes are weird asf. I mean who blindfolds themselves just so they cant look at their partner's face and imagine someone else?? lmaoooo ik that they weren't together at that time but its still so insane. But also what kind of person is happy to go on business trips just so that he can CHECK OUT older men WHILE IN A RELATIONSHIP??
It's like in one moment, it seems like he loves the seme but in the next it's like he isn't even trying to NOT cause problems and cares more about seme's performance in bed. The seme even commented about how uke should care about emotional aspects fo their relationship instead of just the physical too. I feel sorry for the seme sometimes, at least he isn't constantly fawning over other men and making the uke jealous. If only the uke could do the same for him. If Watabe(seme) did what he's doing, he'd be FURIOUS.
I LOVE healthy possessive couples especially when its the bottom thats possessive or obsessive, but this ain't it chief I'm sorry.
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On another note, can we talk about the fact that the "seme" isnt a seme but a seke. From what he said in chap 1, hes DEFINITELY had experience as a bottom. Now, I wish he bottomed for the uke at least ONCE.
END OF RANT~( ・３・)
Delano and Chace are cool they're best characters fr, Jacob is annoying as FUCK and Tristan is literally the most disgusting piece of shit there, he either needs to go to jail or die..
the entire story is a 2/10 at best (one point each for Delano & Chase lmao)
Why is it that at this point in Lyle still can't communicate his feelings, ik that he's anxious and insecure but CMON!!!. After everything that had happened, you're gonna believe that "friend" you barely even like over you're bf??.
Why is it that Lyle always fails to communicate his feelings, starts making decisions based on his insecurities and Ash; like the sweetheart he is, ALWAYS has to be the one to communicate and make him understand.
Lyle needs to learn how to take the initiative and ask questions for once. I'm hoping he does soon.
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Also since the first chapter I noticed that Lyle barely speaks compared to his inner dialogue. He talks A LOT in his head but barely actually voices his opinions, feelings, worries or questions. I thought that there would be some character development in that aspect but I was wrong. He really needs to say what's on his mind more often.
He himself even pointed that out pointed that out but there's still not been even a hint of change.
(゜゜;)
Absolutely loved the story but I dont fuck with that Eiji guy, his vibe was off the moment he heard that Junta had a boyfriend, like why did he start making assumptions and saying negative things about him already?? Weird.
I get that he was trying to be protective of his friend but he was doing too much really┐(-。-;)┌.
Anyways, Junta and Arata are amazing and so cute together. An amazing green flag and badass couple. They're so inlove with each other it's almost sickening(I mean this in the most positive way possible lmao)
I read some comments about the uke being an annoying ass man-child and so on, and after reading the story I can say that y'all were NOT lying wtf.
He's so fucking stupid it hurts, how has he not died yet with the way he can't sense impending danger at all. Did he never learn the lesson about "stranger-danger" as a kid or what??. How does he fall for the most obvious sketchy jobs known to man so easily???. It's not even cute or anything, it's just aggravating to watch. It's like he's obsessed with dangerous sex work and is doing this on purpose atp.
Also; one part that got me was, he literally always crashes at Kaname's place and takes his money but then he tells Kaname that hes not a freeloader, like huh?? Babe, you've BEEN one.
For someone who says they're inlove with Kaname, he really treats him like shit. Especially comapred to how Kaname treats him.
The seme is absolutely amazing, literally the only good thing about this story.
This couple was cute asf( ＾ω＾)
I've never seen a seme that puppy-like in my life. He's too adorable I completely understand Rui being so protective of him.
Speaking of which, Overprotective ukes like Rui are RAAAARRREEEE. I wish there were more, if yall have any recs, pls spill
That Haduko guy is a useless piece of shit(hope he dies), Shion, as always; is a fucking idiot with no sense of danger and Rui -the knight in shining armor- is gonna have to pull some bs out of his pocket to able to save Shion even though he has NO idea where he could possibly be.
Regardless of everything else, if that bastard SAs Shion in any way(which most likely happens in kidnap arcs in mangas) or rapes him, I'm dropping this shit and I've been reading this since in first came out in 2020.(－‸ლ)
Also if Rui ends of saving Shion, and right when Rui is about to beat Haduko's ass or send him to jail or something like that and Shion STOPS him and forgives him??!!! imma personally jump through the screen and slap Shion myself cuz wtf.
That happens so much in manga/manhwa, they get kidnapped and probably SA'd but they forgive the asshole and let them go cuz of some fucked up sense of kindness and "wanting to give them a second chance" or the worst one to me being "they have probably learnt their lesson and won't do it again". Like bitch be fr, no they haven't. KILL THEM.
Again I say, if that happens here, I'm dropping.
umm this was disgusting, BUT at the same time I wanted them to know about their feelings for each other lol. So as much as I hate incest, I also hate hidden requited love and sad endings.
Ultimately, I just wish I was not so curious cuz then I wouldn't have read this dumpster fire of a manga in the first place lmaoo.
I'm sorry but I loved Alex's character, I found him interesting asf. Even more so than the mc. Understanding him and his psychological issues plus watching what he was gonna do next was the highlight of this story for me. But ofcourse I'm not excusing any of his actions at all.
Anyways, I genuinely believed that almost everyone was gonna die when I got close to the end lol so I had my mind a little bit prepared, yet instead Alex dies and Clark goes scot free??? huh??? Especially when majority of what led to the ex getting killed was HIS fault???
I wholeheartedly believe that Clark should have died too. Everyone in the comments talks about how they love the ending but it was so unsatisfactory to me. But aleast no one ended up together, cuz everyone in this story is toxic as hell lmao.
I've finished reading this and this is literally one of my favorite BLs in LIFEE. Sieon is my absolute fav. One of the greenest green flags an ml can be in BL history. I love him so much, highkey want someone like him irl lol.
But anyways, the plot, their relationship, the ARTTT, I absolutely loved it all<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
This MIGHT be the best omegaverse ever
The side stories don't exist to me idgaf┐(￣ヘ￣)┌
it was great just wish the uke never had sex with the friend (yes ik him & mc weren't together then but I'm still hung up on that lol( T∀T))
But fr, this was insane. it was so angsty yet really sweet and the ending was so satisfactory. It was an amazing story with well written characters.
Dropped it the moment the ukes "bff" came into the picture and that was really early on lol.
Idgaf even if it gets better later on(it probably doesn't from what I can tell from the comments), this shit is STRESSFULLL.
The seme deserved better than that uke and the drama that came along with him ┐( ・３・)┌
The story gets better as you go on but it would have been WAYY better without the rape and exposing him naked to his ppl like that at the beginning.
Still a good read tho and kinda wish it was longer.
Love the Pretty Seme x Buffer Uke dynamic. Plus they're so sweet together.
But I'm pissed about one thing, Leo was WAYYY too soft on those guys. He should have killed Kun and his other goons Or at least kick them out of the group for trying to KILL him. Ik thats part of his character but still, that could have died or gotten seriously hurt.
Like seriously, that bastard Kun got jealous, tried to kill someone who took care of him then stayed crying and playing the victim. disgusting.
He empathized with them way to much. Saying "no matter what I'll never force u guys out" tells me that if something like this or way worse happens he'll just let it slide again ugh.
[lol(´･ω･)]
Anyways, love the smut too<3
Pushover uke with no backbone and only tolerating everything happening to him cuz his bf looks hot .eww. Pushy ass seme that doesn't respect boundaries and doesn't understand the word "no" .eww.
This is my second & last time reading this and I don't even know how I got to finish this before. Even the sex scenes were just uncomfortable to read.
But the uke admitted to like it at the end soo...okay ig??
LOVED the smaller prettier seme x bigger thicker uke dynamic butttt
I'm sorry but imo their entire relationship felt SOOOO one sided, it's insane. And I'm not just talking about feelings here.
Seme was a shit guy at the beginning but he had so much character development, he did so much for this relationship to work, and put in A LOT of effort but the uke on the other hand... he did nothing. Seme put so much effort, time, commitment, communication and even; till the very end of the story, helped him with almost every single one of his troubles while the uke didn't do nearly as much for him besides reciprocating his feelings LAAAATTTERRR on. Even when the uke did reciprocate his feelings , he threw away their relationship and hurt the seme all over again. Ik he was afriad of love and the seme had been avoiding him and he definitely should have talked to him, but doing that to someone after everything they did for their relationship is insanity. This entire stoey was just a series of the uke hurting the seme ciz he had his "reasons" and the seme constantly running back to him, coddling and forgiving him. As much as they try to make it seem so cute and healthy with the uke finally learning to love, it's weird and unhealthy if u look at it from the seme's pov and without knowing the uke's inner dialogue.
At least they end up happy with each other at the end ig.┐(´～`；)┌