I felt the last chapters as Tom trying to convice himself he loves Jaemin. To me, he liked the other guy too. He is a guy, he could had resist a little bit more, but he didn't. he just went along with everything that guy did to him, from kisses to Jerking off. I got to hate Tom at the end. Poor Jaemin :(
Wow Saku was annoying. He left the poor guy for 2 years without an explanation #-.-)