IceMoon☆'s Favorite

Y'all I did not expect this to be an emotional read I thought it was just gonna be about Taeyi being a prick and then undergoing character development. Taeyi is my favourite character just because I can relate to being closed off after going through so much shit. People can easily make their assumptions about him but he was only protecting himself. Poor boy lost his entire family his mom died, dad left him and hated him and his everything (his brother) committed suicide y'all I CRIED imagine the trauma he went through. When he cried when confronting Seheon's father I CRIED he's just one of those characters who does not express his emotions so when you slowly see him start to (thanks Seheon!!) you get swept along with it.

So glad he got a happy ending and don't get me started on Seheon!! I love his honesty y'all it was refreshing. He didn't take any of Taeyi's shit! Taeyi doesn't want him to play piano? Too bad! Taeyi wants him to stay away? Too bad Seheon decided he wants to be best buds with you and follow you around. Taeyi slowly wants to be more than friends but decided he'll keep you at arms length? Too bad Seheon decided he'll plant one on you and confess to you. Moral of the story I loved Seheon and his forwardness it was how shit got done lol no wonder Taeyi got whipped shortly after.

Just gonna end this review on two main points I loved how Taeyi mentioned it was selfish of him to be so angry at his brother for leaving him. How he shouldn't have expected his brother to live on just for him (or others) that is so deep for a manhwa. Suicide victims shouldn't be looked down upon or called selfish I'm glad this was mentioned. Lastly, looking at all the characters involved with Taejun it's like if anyone of them did something different he could've been alive (that's the saddest part). Glasses guy could've not taken a photo and actually talked to his friend, Taejun's lover could've been by his side or not started the relationship at all, the uncle could've actually seriously listened to Taejun's cry for help when he was drunk instead of passing it off as drunk talk. Not to say that it's their fault but what a difference it would've made by checking on him.

I noticed early on that this author includes little to no thought bubbles? Which is cool bc it doesn't spell anything out for us. Encourages readers to analyze the situation through the dialogue and the art alone. I love that!

Seungho kept repeating to himself that the sex was the reason why he kept Nakyum. It was like he was trying to convince himself. He's a sex fiend, ofc he approves of Nakyum's behavior, but he also knows he's lying when he says he likes it. Nakyum knows he has no where else to go, so he's come back to Seungho and obediently endures. But he's also made himseIf emotionally unavailable. He's given up his body but he doesn't have to give up his feelings. And i think Seungho is starting to realize that? It's honestly funny how much Nakyum affects him lol. Who would've thought the boy's words could play that much with his sick heart. If only Seungho wasn't so unstable, he'd know how to properly express affection and maybe win Nakyun over without force. But fear is all he knows :(

There was a point during 48 where nakyum starts crying and only then does seungho release his grip against his throat, just to caress his cheek. As much as he seems to hate seeing Nakyum cry I think it's less bc it annoys him and more bc it hurts him. He loves Nakyum and doesn't even know it