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But no one really talks about Ritsuka's feelings that much or about him really.
No one knows how hard it is to love someone who's still grieving about someone else. It's not easy to commit and willingly be with someone whose heart is with someone else. You pick up the broken pieces, help him heal, help him move on all while thinking if you could ever be enough or live up to that person they lost. Feeling like a rebound, a replacement, feeling jealous but you can't be because you can't possibly be jealous and hate a dead person.
It's not easy to willingly be with someone who's past haunts them everyday that now it also haunts you. Everyday is a glimpse of "what if" or "am I enough"
Ofc Ritsuka and Mafuyu moved on. They're happy now and they've learned. I'm Happy for them. I just think Ritsuka deserves more acknowledgement, he's such a good and flawed character, a main character but somehow he gets overshadowed by his lover's past and dead bf, who's sole point was just to be a plot but somehow became much greater than Ritsuka's love, patience, and growth.
Ritsuka still loved Mafuyu in every way, he loved him when he still thought of Yuki, he loved him even when the song he made was clearly about Yuki, he loved him even when his doubts kept creeping in, he loved him despite everything.
He loved Mafuyu despite the pain and the struggle of loving him. He stayed and persisted, believing that his love would shine through and it did y'all, he and Mafuyu are happy now. I just don't understand how anyone could not like him or like Yuki more when Yuki was just there and dead.
Uenoyama could’ve walked away. He could’ve let the frustration and the jealousy swallow him whole. But he didn’t. He stayed.
Even when Mafuyu couldn’t give him all of himself.
Even when every note Mafuyu sang carried someone else’s name.
Even when it hurt.
Because that’s what love looks like when it’s not about possession—it’s about presence.
And Uenoyama… he chose to stay, not because it was easy, but because Mafuyu was worth it, even in pieces.
It’s such a quiet kind of strength, and honestly? That kind of loyalty hits harder than any grand gesture. It shows what person he is and I love him so so much for it.
2025-05-05 02:01 marked

Obviously he processes his grief slowly, but he still decided to actually move on with his life, that's why months later he got into a relationship with uenoyama.
And IN FACT I THINK UENOYAMA IS MORE FLAWED, especially in the whole situation. My biggest pet peeve with this series is that Uenoyama finished the song Yuki made for Mafuyu. In the process, he got close to Hiiragi & Shizu and then AVOIDED Mafuyu to finish the song. You know. The EXACTTTTT same thing Yuki did before he DIED. Before he KILLED himself.
And people had the audacity to get mad at Mafuyu for being like "Hey my boyfriend is avoiding me and I don't want music to be the reason my SECOND relationship ends." LIKE WHAT???? HIS BOYFRIEND WAS ACTIVELY AVOIDING HIM AND MAFUYU WAS RIGHTFULLY FRUSTRATED. ESPECIALLY, because this is the same EXACT behavior Yuki did before they got into a HUGE fight and then YUKI KILLED HIMSELF.
And guys PLEASE, from the very beginning, it's like Mafuyu was able to handle and move on with Yuki's death and the only people who want to keep remembering Yuki is literally everyone BUT Mafuyu !!! Of course he's going to miss Yuki because that's his first love, childhood friend, and his best friend. But he legitimately has had feelings for Uenoyama from the beginning of this manga and has romantically LONG MOVED ON FROM YUKI.
Especially the fact that Uenoyama feels obligated to remind Mafuyu of Yuki and complete this song Yuki made. He DOESN'T NEED TO DO THIS. In fact I still don't understand why the fuck he agreed. Because if he refused, he was still going to play for Hiiragi and Shizu anyways !!!!!!!! This whole plot line doing that was just awkward and clearly only made for angst once again.
I feel like I'm going insane because the Mafuyu hate is literally so stupid to me and doesn't make any sense. Because he OUT OF EVERYONE, moved on from Yuki pretty early on in the story. By the time he meets and is enthralled by Uenoyama, he ALREADY MOVED ON. So don't give me crap about how he can't move on because he literally has.
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Also i wonder how this Manga would actually end. As a hatano mc shipper, I hope I see them together lol
2025-04-30 15:40 marked

Tbf, hatano or mizumoto I low-key ship both with mc so either way I'll eat good if it happens ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
2025-04-30 15:09 marked

Well, I decided to go back and reread a bunch of the episodes. All the episodes Minamoto makes an appearance in are as follows: 36, 37, 45, 56 (one panel image), 58, 65.5, 68, 69 (nice) and 89. This is for those who want to check it out themselves.
In none of these do we see the two talking to each other (knowingly), or acknowledge they know each other - MC has often been really near him, in one chapter they had even sat next to each other in the cafeteria. I assume MC knows Minamoto to a degree though, as Minamoto is popular.
So, I can only assume, from what we've seen so far, is that Minamoto knows of MC as a fellow university student and they know of each other's existence. I doubt Minamoto has found out the true source of the "BL world mob" thoughts. The line about his cover being blown is weird though, I can only hope the next chapter may shine some light on it. (Minamoto is also aware or the BL mangaka, Mayama? who is also aware of him, and is acquaintances with MC, so that might be another connection).
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Hopefully the link works
https://pin.it/1z0YAEjfP
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Do you guys knows any manga app for iOS that is very updated when it comes to yaoi mangas and will let me download mangas except for Mangazone and Manga reader. I can't download Manga reader because I live in Japan. ╥﹏╥
2025-04-18 06:42 marked
omg this art is so familiar, I forgot the name of that manga but it's about...