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I said it last week and the week before and I'll it again: Hyesung is the cutest! He already looks so adorable but his inner monologues are so precious. He is the perfect blend of sexy and cute! (๑❛ᴗ❛๑)
For anyone who can't wait for the translation, here's the raw for chapter 14: https://toonkor.com/사랑은_환상!_14화.html It is HOT
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I notice a lot of people are not quite satisfied with how things are turning out in the story or wish this happened instead of that. I absolutely love this story and find the characters fascinating. I'm going to analyze Kirishima's character just for the fun of it. Hopefully this will also explain why I think his actions and behaviors make sense. Spoiler alert:
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We know that Kirishima was thrust into yakuza life, and while not necessarily forced, it was also not entirely of his own choice. I'm pretty sure he's had his own trauma to deal with when he was younger (joining yakuza at age 12). It seems like he internalized it and created a survival mechanism where he always acts like he's not being serious. Of course he's not conscious of it. This is something that Yoshino starts noticing in chapter 3 when she learns about how he ended up in the yakuza.
The thing about Kirishima that he lacks intimacy in his life. I'm not talking about sex but about true meaningful interactions. Closeness, warmth, affection. A lot of these emotions are first experienced by a child from their mother. We don't know much about his mother but I wouldn't be surprised if he didn't have a mom or his mom was a cruel person.
To me, this is a big reason for his masochistic tendencies and why he wants to be abused by the woman he loves. It not as simple as living on the edge. Clearly he has no idea what love is. Not just the romantic kind. His great grand uncle beat him for calling him grandfather. This reveals that at some point in his life, he was searching for normal intimacy but got beaten for it. He clearly values family since the reason he joined the yakuza was because of "family." http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/raise_wa_tanin_ga_ii/nbt/m_v-1-chapter-3.2/pg-13/
Kirishima craves family and intimacy but has a very twisted sense of what that actually looks like.
Yoshino obviously has a healthier outlook on life having been raised lovingly by her grandfather. But the fun part that I'm looking forward to is how it's revealed that she's quite tough as well. And not just because she's the pure hearted heroine of the story. I have a hunch that her grandfather is not as loving as we think and is actually calculating and cunning. He sent his granddaughter to Tokyo on purpose, not with the intent of peace but infiltrate the other group and making a mess of them screwing with the future leader. Grandpa knows how lethal a woman can be to man so he uses his own granddaughter. He has no idea how it will turn out. He's willing to risk her happiness, innocence and possibly her life. I realize this is a bit of stretch and conjecture on my part.
I'm so excited for future chapters! Let me know what you think.
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There's something really sexy about Jisuh being cool as a cucumber whenever Heejae makes crazy demands. Also, even though the other two are supposedly dominating, he's clearly the one who's got them under his little pinky even though he doesn't know it himself. This image sums it up pretty well: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/from_points_of_three/uu/from_points_of_three-chapter-29/5/
It's like they're worshiping his...
I'm more team Sunyool than Heejae, but I'm definitely team Jisuh haha (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
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Hyesung gets such a bad rap here, but he's one of my favorite ukes. He's still trying to figure out life as an omega. He's so freaking adorable! His expressions are always so dynamic and he's never boring. I think he only seems spoiled and ungrateful because he's confused. It makes sense that he'd be suspicious about Dojin since he's currently suspicious of all alphas. Plus, it doesn't help Dojin's case that he had intercrural with Hyesung the first time they met instead of getting him medicine ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ (Of course who could resist Hyesung's cute sexy pleas...) Hyesung is such a loveable puppy. And Dojin is also incredible sweet although chapter 14 definitely showed a more vigorous side... If anyone has read chapter 15 and understands Korean, please translate for me: https://toonkor.com/사랑은-환상
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Yes please someone please give us a translation of 15!
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https://www.tumangaonline.com/biblioteca/mangas/35977/EL-AMOR-ES-UNA-ILUSIN--LO
Toma, aquí está el link en español, si no funciona, ve a tumangaonline y busca "el amor es una ilusión" y lo encontrarás :)
yo también siempre busco mis mangas en inglés pk normalmente están más avanzados que los que están en español lmao y también prefiero leer en inglés lol. :)
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Anyone read the latest raws yet? Chapter 13 makes me really really want to read chapter 14. I have a feeling it's going to get really hot
Before you ask, here's the link: https://toonkor.com/사랑은-환상
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yes!!He needs him
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I'm angry with Dojin not because he was about to get it on with that omega. I mean, Hyesung and Dojin aren't together yet and the only one catching feelings is Dojin so far + Hyesung wasn't angry because y'know why would he be. Hyesung doesn't like him yet, so I'm not angry either but I'm angry because he was just kissing that omega and now he jumps onto Hyesung! BIHH, WASH YOUR MOUTH. I always have this thing when the uke/seme was doing something with someone else with consent and goes RIGHT after to uke/seme to do more gets on my nerves! It will get sexy next chapter and I'm not complaining but this kind of thing just bothers me lol. I can't help it. I hope I'm not the only one goes "ew" when scenes like that happens.
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No I agree. Though I wasn't sure if that was another omega or not since he kept saying before he only likes being with Betas and Alphas. So I don't know what that other guy was, but he is definitely by looks probably the type Dojin likes. However he does have a striking resemblance to Hye-sung. Which is why I'm wondering if he stopped with the other guy only because he was overlapping them and that didn't feel right to him. I mean Dojin at least seems to at least acknowledge when he is doing something wrong. But I don't like that he just barged into Hye-sung's room >.<
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it might be simpler reason that this, he just couldn't get it up (≧∀≦) and hemight be angry because of this
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There is translation to the chapter down (2 comments away)
Rough translation
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i think he might just tried to confirm if the feelings he feels for the little omega are normal or not
then while trying to get it on with the other guy he realized that he just thinks about the omega and that it feels wrong
but they re no couple so both can pretty much do whatever the heck they want xD
and the little omega is confused and often refuses the alpha - so yeah i guess the alphas also in a bad situation xD he doesn t like thos feelings - he gets kinda rejected (except little one is in heat) or called rapist (even tho he didn t do anything wrong) and the little one makes it pretty clear that he doesn t want a relationship at first
well ...we ll have to see and wait i guess...
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o beta was asking alpha , what is wrong , why he has been like that recently , and why he had 2 successful songs in a raw , what is happening with him lately ? And why is he with omega and so on
Alpha only says , "it is floating " at first then beta questions it and then he says "once we finish it floats in my head " and beta questions it and alpha says "do I really have to say it ?" , I don't understand the rest but seems like the point was taken
As beta says '"so he is ur muse " or something ...
So beta suggests he tries doing it with other omegas , and alpha doesn't mind , so he brings an omega home only to find hyesung cleaning , and with flushed face ,
The other omega thinks he is his brother and hyesung says he will be in his room ..
Anyways , hyesung then says. Something about a really good smell and how the omega smelled nice and how he wishes he would be an alpha , and so on ,
Alpha while having sex remembers hyesung's face and says something like "his face was red " , the other omega asks if somethign was wrong ? and so on and then enter the room where hyesung is
It is really rough translation , but I tried my best , hope it clears things to u
After we finish doing it , it floats " ...about having sex with him *
Oh he didn't say a thing but "what ?!!" And "what the hell?!!" , the writing was beta 's talking
IH another thing
At the very beginning he was being hitted on by the person when he asked him"u don't have a girlfriend ?! " and so on
Another thing
The beta while talking said this
"So u don't like him? , good ,
Just like omega needs alpha , alpha needs omega , so find another omega? "
And also he asked him about how long he has been with the omega (I'm really not so sure what he was talking about )
About what hyesung thought while cleaning , this is the part I don't understand the most ,
He was talking about how worried he was , then why a kitten like him won't do (I think he meant as like neko position (bottom ) , and then he said no no he refused from his side too , and then he talks about money? , I'm not sure at all about that part , really sorry ...
Omg people chapter 18 is super hot too. This is the author that just keeps giving... https://toonkor.com/사랑은_환상!_18화.html
Omg what happens!!!! I need to know what they talking about!!!
Fargo is fucking killing me!!!