this was really such an incredible read!! the main couple are wholesome, the play/love scenes' steaminess are drawn to perfection, the story has an accurate representation of bdsm unlike so many others i've come across and it has the right amount of it in a way that isn't too extreme for non bdsm lovers ^^
i couldn't believe it was the end except when i read the comments like??? i was literally ugly crying afraid semin would commit suicide again and suddenly they be confessing and kissing living happily every after give me a break ffs i didn't suffer for hours reading this only to be met with the most rushed ending ever
the art is beautiful that's undeniable but i really can't stand the mc being abused this way regardless of the plot the sadistic needs of the ml or his to be revealed past, s&m play is consent based and although the author still mentions that it doesn't reflect bdsm culture irl i still feel so uncomfortable reading this my heart is too weak to handle this level of toxicity...
i did not sign up for this type of comedy but i'm here for it, it was emotional at some point but god damn everything's just too unserious i'd be crying and flat out choking on my breath from laughter