character building for this author means cultivating a green flag of an ml for 90 fucking chapters and then throwing that all in the fat fucking garbage disposal when shit got boring and repetitive
even with the side stories i can’t help but feel that this was not given a proper ending. the side stories feel more like a time-skip than a direct continuation from the main story. so rather than feeling like a ‘happy ending’ per say, it honestly just feels sort of disjointed. id say the main story probably needed at least another 10-15 chapters for the whole chasing arc to have been properly satisfied imo
at first i was like mmh itsuomi x oushi as a joke
but bro … i don’t think it’s a joke anymore LMAO
skin cleared, depression cured, no longer wanna kms
SO REAL
literally if i was sooae and eunhyeok ignored me like that, best believe i would’ve been screaming crying throwing up cos what in the actual hell happened to him
Fr such an ass move
I’d be so over him then like ok buddy we’re done done
word vomited my thoughts on this one…
when ayesha returns back to the house after sylvia killed aida, it seems like this is the start of ayesha’s pseudo-revenge against the family. we later learn that ayesha in some ways premeditated aida’s death by encouraging her to mention the lawyer to sylvia, knowing full well that sylvia was capable of murder. regardless, ayesha was a bystander to the whole ordeal and could’ve saved aida if she really had wanted to. so in actuality, ayesha does this for a more self-motivated reason, as sean states, that she no longer wants to live half a life in the shadow of her sister. and that’s why she lets her sister be killed. and then uses her sister’s death to drive sylvia to suicide. by letting her own sister die, ayesha is able to start regaining her own identity.
what i don’t get is why sean somehow is above the rest of the family in ayesha’s eyes. we’re led to believe that sean is somehow better than his brothers despite his partaking in the bullying back in their childhood firstly because he never fell in love with aida like carlo and nemo. the second reason we’re given is that sean was never truly party to the bullying because one way or another he was also just trying to survive in that household. what seems to tie both sean and ayesha together is their simultaneous tragic childhoods and their capacity for murder. sean murders his stepfather and ayesha, although never by her own hand, provokes the murder of aida and sylvia (sean technically kills carlo).
either way, i can’t really say sean did anything to garner ayesha’s love. like unless she loved him all along for whatever reason, she could’ve gotten rid of him too. it’s like he gets some mid redemption arc because all of a sudden his tragic backstory absolves him of the past and his interest in ayesha isn’t entirely self-seeking like his brothers with aida. and ig he helps her in the whole post-aida vitriol. but if that’s the reason, i don’t know how that put him above aida? because ayesha loved him? i mean was ayesha’s envy towards her sister so fundamental that it was worth aida dying when all she had ever tried to do was protect them both? aida’s childhood was equally as tragic.
if the whole point of the story was for ayesha to reclaim her sense of space and autonomy, then what followed was necessary. however, if what differentiates sean is some romantic factor, then frankly it feels trivial and falls short.
don’t get me wrong, i think the plot is great, it has qualities of both the horror and psychological genre. all i’ll say is i wasn’t really sold on ayesha and sean ending up together. will have to read the remastered version at some point !
i think one of the main reasons why ayesha and sean ended up together is that sean was the only sean who truly saw ayesha as her own person. even though the twins were pretending to be one, sean continuously tried to get to know ayesha. despite her guarded nature and the secrets she harbors, sean consistently treats her with respect and pure understanding. in a way he kind of became her safe space and the person she could lower her guard a little bit. ig you can say that sean gave her the sense of security she so craves as she has to constantly be on guard.
another is i think it's because sean is kind of an anomaly in the context of ayesha's world, which is filled with deception, danger, and hidden motives. sean stands out as someone who is different, someone who doesn't fit into the typical patterns she has come to expect from others. his sincerity and straightforwardness contrast sharply with what she's accustomed to. this and the fact that sean has shown interest in her own person, not to the character she and her sister has been playing into, became the drive for her to fall in love with sean.
it might also have to do with sean never falling for aida like everyone else did and this might’ve made ayesha like him more bc as much as she loved aida, she also seems to dislike or resent her too. ayesha would always watch sean too when she was in the house esp in the music room
i was kinda reading this over again and one thing i still sort of struggle to get behind is why kou had to carry the burden of his mother on his own. ik the author poorly explains it as his brother having his own financial and work obligations. call it just a difference in culture but kou is literally a child. he should’ve never been in the position of basically having to act as his mother’s legal guardian and having a whole oncologist give him the news of her end of life diagnosis. like i’m sry but both his parents and brother were selfish for that. it’s not like they couldn’t have known kou was suffering too. and i find it hard to believe that they couldn’t have done more to be with a dying wife and mother. like she was on her deathbed and it was just kou there with her, so ur saying other things took precedence? kou has more grace than i could for holding little to no resentment to his remaining family because i call that negligence.
omg y’all eunhyuk is back next chapter AHHHHH i tried guys i really did but i’m still team eunhyuk
no cos why tf was he staring at her like that? babes u the one who ghosted HER. how dare the author make him so baby girl for 100 chapters to switch up like this. istg he better have a good fucking reason oml
pretending it does not moderately kill me inside that this is still only on 17 chapters (●'◡'●)