I want something where in the plot, the main character spend their whole life wanting to die, only to die after they find a reason to live. It doesn't matter whether it's straight, bl or gl.
There was one published here few months ago may be, it was about some priest (the seme) I remember he has long hair and the uke was so in love with him that he'd do anything the seme asks but the seme didn't care. Anyway I think that's all I've got please give me the name of you recognized it.
