
im wondering is something like this exists? i only read chinese ines, and im starting to get into jp novels these days but i cant find any with qt

also before I forget, I also recommend (if you want angsty bl novel) this one: https://www.novelupdates.com/series/goodnight-see-you-tomorrow/
it is written by the same author I remember bawling my eyes out listening to the drama cd.

I'm looking for BL recommendations where the MC and ML are ex-lovers. The MC left the ML because the ML was poor, had bad reputation or because the MC thought their relationship was holding him back from his dreams. So like after they broke up, the ML became successful while the MC is still poor and struggling. They met again and of course, the ML is angry and makes things difficult for the MC. MC feels guilty for leaving the ML so he accepted the revenge and tries to scr strong. But there's like a moment when the MC got fef up with the ML and finally let out his frustrations and vulnerable side. ML feels guilty and chases MC back blah blah blah
Doesn't have to exactly similar. As long as the MC left ML, and ML wants to get revenge.

These danmei novels, sort of? not exactly revenge but along the lines of they were lovers, bottom leaves for some reason, top is angry/makes things hard for them/acts cold and distant until the past is revealed and top feels the guilt
Asteroid (modern/showbiz)
Remnants of filth (historical fantasy)
Guanshan Muyu/Evening Rain on Guanshan mountain (historical)

I need some BL recommendations with a very toxic relationship. And by toxic, I don't mean rape. I wanna see the MCs that are so bad and very unhealthy for EACH OTHER that makes you wonder why are they even still together. Both redflags pls.

I don’t read a lot of toxic stuff but anyway https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/2351588/
i wanna perform their favorite song, but you know they love to sue
Make a parody out of it !!! I don't think they can sue you as long as you aren't making any money out of it! They usually strike video bcs influencers and youtubers earn from videos.
What?
Uh maybe I'll think about it. Know what? I'll slow it down. Say ladies, do me this silence.
Yeah, that song.
Mustard on the beat ho
What song?
You didn't answer the question lol
Yuk was just quoting from Kendrick Lamar’s Super Bowl performance lol
Oh, I didn't watch it...