i literally come back here just to stare at haesoo. he's so pretty. so fucking pretty like pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty. hes the apotheosis of beauty—so beautiful, lovely, gorgeous, cute, dazzling, alluring and exquisitely divine. everything about him is perfection... from the curls of his hair to his mesmerizing eyes, alluring lips and his mole.... his different facial expressions, his front view, his profile, his 3/4 view, from low and high angles, even his back—ugh his entire existence is a breathtaking masterpiece. nah i swear i was hypnotized even before he could. and it's so fucking agonizingly painful to face the harsh reality that hes not real.