don’t get me wrong, i’m really glad doha's finally starting to realize his feelings and how much seolu means to him. but it all just feels a bit too fast for me? like… after all that drama and violence, it just ends with him suddenly “getting it” after one convo? idk, i guess i was hoping for more. i wanted to see more of doha chasing seolu, more struggle with emotions... more anger, more desperation, more yearning, then more confusion, more lonelinesss, more denial, more regret... and figure things out by himself. i was hoping for a slow, painful, and like messy realization??? not just in 1-3 chapters... not just be told by seolu that it’s love and then go “oh right it is.” i mean the whole thing happens because doha is dense af lol.
i hope what im thinking will happen on that BIG DAY is wrong
i actually reached chapter 5 thinking they're both around the same age. kaisei’s age wasn't mentioned and he gives off rebel teen vibes. so i was really shocked when i read kaisei saying “Of course it's a problem, a kid like you having another kid, it's absurd!”... i got suspicious so i read the comments and gosh... so that's how it is
author has a serious rape fetish. she literally made two stories with rape as the MAIN plot lol. everything revolves in rape... from exposition, rising action, climax, falling action, and resolution. even now in spin-offs. south korean’s rape fetish needs to be studied. even all the recent bl manhwas i read also has explicit rape. i dont think this is matter of knowing how to look for good stories. it's just all stories nowadays are rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape rape
i thought this is gonna be a given 2.0 for me, but im so attached to kakezuki. let the dead man rest and kakezuki be with tenyoh
hobby is a luxury
i failed two of my quizzes, wasn't able to submit two of my activities coz the school's wifi was acting up, forgot my vaccine appointment and my app subscription keeps getting declined (the worst of all) i literally used up my whol year's worth of bad luck today AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA......
the author should have made a whole volume of kagami grovelling... not even 5 minutes of suffering
i wanna perform their favorite song, but you know they love to sue
they're saying this has potential, but i dont see it. it's literally no different from other bl. honestly, it's better that it ended this way at least it saved the story from being bad to worse. and if it continued, i can already guess how the story would go.